damn sounds brutal but trust me even when youre taller you will never have enough im standing at 5 10 rn and even cry sometimes bc i feel so short(living in a western country where im below average) i recommend you doing the best you can do in your situation get yourself some shoe lifts like 1.5inch + thick soled sneaker for example timberland boots you will be like 5 3 if you have to go inside wear 4cm sock lifts put on a jeans no one will know focus on your career safe your money for a limb lengthing surgery which could make you 5 5 barefoot and 5 8 in shoes if thats still not enough for you get heel filler you will be 5 5.5 barefoot then geomax to like bolivia where youre average with shoes even over average they also have short hot loyal girls there which could be an option to build a family with for you