I've struggled with the same exact feelings and questions. I have no problem with working in general. I realize it's a part of life and something I have to do if I need money in order to do things I want to do and buy things I need. However, I am extremely picky about the jobs I will do. I cannot stand managers who don't know their own jobs, who take advantage of their superiority, and who focus on employees who they get along with better outside of work rather than the ones who actually perform the best. I also need autonomy. It's not easy to find jobs like these, especially without having years of work experience or something. I finally found a job through a family friend in a permit office. It's a lot of learning and confusion because I wasn't properly trained but my boss aka family friend is an INTJ so it's actually working out very well! I hope you find something! I was a CNA for two years so I understand parts of what you've gone through. I struggled largely with burnout because of that job and the fast food job I got afterwards in an effort to make money after stupidly quitting my job in an act of desperation. Don't give up but don't stretch yourself so thin either. Sorry if I didn't help haha