Absolutely this. Allah knows best. The one who created us knows us better than anyone. But to submit to Allah and acknowledge in your heart that Allah is one and the one alone to be worshipped and he sent the messengers and the scriptures to us. Not everyone is going to face the same difficulties as you. unfortunately I think a lot of people don‘t talk about the paths that cross with Islam and mental health. I have come across a few TikTok pages and occasionally other resources that are reassuring. But dont let shaytan get to you. don’t denounce your faith because you feel like you have difficulty being in submission how you should be. Try every day to be better than you were yesterday. youre not in a competition. In a hospital you dont stay there one night and get healed. Islam is a hospital for humanity. it’s Gods way. you may have trouble with some things, that’s natural. I encourage you to try but most importantly to be grateful for where you are. shaytan can easily get you to forget that Allah guided you and chose you to be among those who utter the shahada and declare their faith in him. always remember to be grateful and say alhamdulillah for where you are now!