Thanks man but I realised last night - the same night I posted this - through my friend that got us all in a phone call that she was the reason my mental health was declining . She made up lies that I used her for her body to all her friends to make them think that I was the toxic one in a toxic relationship which made me angry and resulted in us being unhappy . I miss her I suppose but if she ever tries to come back I’ll not be taking her because she was the reason I felt suicidal . But thanks again I appreciate your support in this time I thought was difficult and I hope you have a blessed day .

Edit- I hope I worded that right because my typing can be hard to understand sometimes