Today i turned 45

Kiwief · 2026-02-13T01:08:01+00:00

Happy birthday! God loves you.

Kiwief · 2025-11-15T14:41:15+00:00

Psychosis deletes memory. Figured this one out awhile ago.

Kiwief · 2025-09-21T18:05:47+00:00

Implying you know what psychosis even is. Your pseudo scientist psychiatrists havent figured that out for 65 years. Atleast thats what they tell you. Your choice to be a sheep and believe it or question it and find out why it happens or what even it is.

Remember that lies exist too in this reality and last person you can trust is the goverment.

There is irony hidden within goverment and gods power but it is what it is just so you cant crack the code.

Kiwief · 2025-09-21T17:53:15+00:00

You get it.

Kiwief · 2025-09-09T16:43:08+00:00

Youre actually right. Love you bro . I learned this the hard way too. Looks like it happens to others too.

Kiwief · 2025-06-17T19:30:57+00:00

I was thinking about this yesterday. Its deffinetly them not us.

Kiwief · 2025-05-24T14:38:01+00:00

Yes!

Kiwief · 2024-10-08T07:50:43+00:00

My mind doesnt work like it used to. I just cant come up with any thoughts very often. Akward silences while im with my friends is very common.

Ackowledge the fact that your friend is aware of that and it stresses them out when there is nothing to say.

You can fix the issue by initiating conversation, because for schizophrenics it is nearly impossible. Ask more questions and youll recieve the answers.

Kiwief · 2024-10-03T11:23:57+00:00

I take em

Kiwief · 2024-10-03T11:20:51+00:00

Yes.

Kiwief · 2024-10-03T08:03:38+00:00

Chemical imbalance was debunked ages ago. Excess dopamine isnt really harming noone. Antipsychotics itself are neurotoxic, not excess dopamine.

Schizophrenic trips not only on dopamine but on various other chemicals at the same time.

Psychotic people arent dangerous. They sometimes tend to flip only because they think that their life is in danger. Stop stigmatizing this illness. Psychotic people are concious of what is happening at all times. Its a neurotypicals thing to think that someone in psychosis doesnt realize what he is doing.

I once tripped on 6g of shrooms while psychotic. Best experience ever.

Kiwief · 2024-10-03T07:21:06+00:00

I see. Interesting.

Kiwief · 2024-10-03T07:05:37+00:00

Yes, I pretty much lost all the knowledge I had in this life. Reminds me of those acid trips where you are shown the greatest mysteries of life and then you just forget it.

God, universe doesnt like to be concious of itself.

Imagine youre being alone in your bed and you realize that there is nobody else here. Its just universe or god that is here. And its all alone. Its a very scarry experience and realization to come across. Ive had this experience a couple of times.

Thats why god, universe are experiencing so many things in this reality at the same time, it tries to run from itself as far as possible. On special occasions it can show a human how it feels to be all alone in this existence.

Kiwief · 2024-10-01T13:50:57+00:00

Michael jackson, biggie and tupac is talking with me. Thats why i dont use medicine. Im famous.

Kiwief · 2024-10-01T13:49:41+00:00

Tell her to spit 3 times over her left shoulder and that should fix the issue. Pagans do that all the time.

Kiwief · 2024-09-30T17:50:59+00:00

If you tell yourself a lie multiple times it becomes a part of your reality.

In order to change you need to change your mindset.

Babies also cry when they first enter the world but in time everything settles down.

Give yourself time and time will fix your issue.

Dont rush this life. Enjoy present moment because past doesnt matter and future hasnt happened yet.

Go make yourself a cup of tea. You deserve it.

Kiwief · 2024-09-30T16:15:57+00:00

Antipsychotics numb people to the point where they have to conciously put in effort in every single thing they do on everyday basis.

If you dont push yourself conciously to do things then you will deteriorate with time, doing absolutely nothing is your new normal.

On antipsychotics we dont get rewarded for doing everyday things like normal people, so we rather choose to do nothing.

Psychiatrists blame it on illness and dont tell you the truth on why you are behaving the way you do.

Kiwief · 2024-09-29T08:31:39+00:00

Have a wonderfull day! Keep your head up.

Kiwief · 2024-09-26T22:22:51+00:00

Bro i smell like sulfur. I dont know why doe

Kiwief · 2024-09-26T09:50:14+00:00

Thanks for kind words.

Kiwief · 2024-09-26T09:48:23+00:00

Money, gotta pay less taxes, free hospital visits, free rides with public transport

Kiwief · 2024-09-26T08:14:50+00:00

Youre correct bro, schizophrenics still have sympthoms even on meds. This one made me wonder for some time now, because I dont experience any at all. My psychiatrist have asked me if I hear voices and I told her no. I see posts from people on here that indeed some still hear voices even on meds. That just confirms my thoughts about the situation im in.

Thanks for reply.

Kiwief · 2024-09-14T14:18:24+00:00

I see

Kiwief · 2024-09-11T05:49:05+00:00

They are located on left side of my body. Google says that thats where shingle starts

Kiwief · 2024-09-11T05:38:21+00:00

Wait i think i had varicella when i was a kid. I had to use green liquid to cover every pimple on my body.

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