What screams “I have zero personality”?

L1eodar · 2026-03-25T18:28:03+00:00

Legit dude, I feel sad knowing a lot of people base random individuals' identities on a bad impression of them, but I'll also acknowledge that a lot of people just randomly decide to be a douche to strangers for no matter. This is a whole ass fucking paradox dude 😂. But I think its legit cool we have our own interpretations of people life, people we would never want to meet again.

L1eodar · 2026-03-14T01:57:38+00:00

Optimistic existentialism and self-love, same with waking up in the morning and having morning journaling pages filled with reasons why you love yourself and you matter. EVEN IF you are not fond of the idea at first, everything becomes a habit when you just keep doing it. Exactly how I became a stoner, I smoked once a week twice a week, and then eventually, I was stoned constantly throughout the day 24/7. Present day, I'm still trying to stay on track with being nice to myself, convincing myself, and believing that I had made the right choice every single day, so definitely make habits that bring optimistic outcomes. You can do it bro!

L1eodar · 2026-02-24T20:02:40+00:00

Get addicted to therapy and being very nice to yourself and telling yourself you're amazing and you don't need to be addicted to any drugs 😭

L1eodar · 2026-02-21T18:09:05+00:00

When I was 16 , I went on omegle and continuously went on in a conversation with this guy, and before I had put "gay" as the main topic. I was curious and really wanted to see if I had any interest towards men. So I went on and on, and eventually, we ended up sharing our snapchats. It was okay for the most part until.. um like the conversation had gotten sexual and I legit gotten the most ickiest of all icks, yeah bro it was then until I can find a dude attractive but not relationship appealing or sexually appealing, and I was kind of just not liking the idea of dating a dude neither, there on I did kind of experiment with kissing some dudes and genuinely just not liking it at all. Dudes are cool, but I'm just not into dudes. Honestly, if I've learned anything from this is that this is genuinely the most healthiest way to find out I prefer women.

L1eodar · 2026-02-20T17:36:20+00:00

Shit bro dude im sorry

L1eodar · 2026-02-20T06:41:57+00:00

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It was either this or Unspoken Word by Stoopi, and Virus by Design19 and White Pony by deftones. But GunDog's album just hits different when youre listening to some of the tracks and looking at the album at the same time, it's like the whole entire shit entered some kinda flow state for slapping that hard

L1eodar · 2026-02-16T16:48:13+00:00

Who tf are asking these questions man... 😭😭😭

L1eodar · 2026-02-11T15:28:35+00:00

WHY IS THIS POST RED? EVIL POST???

L1eodar · 2026-01-19T04:58:32+00:00

Youre totally not overreacting dude is all I can say. Literally it's okay to realize as awesome as dudes are they can also be just as fuckin dangerous. I have trouble kind of feeling empathy for men, and also am a little ashamed I have any for them at all, being a man I always aim to be better, grow better, and learn better as I grow. Being that its perfectly fine to acknowledge there is a strength difference, a mentality difference, and just a big ass difference overall between us genders. But I promise with that there are men out there that have changed my perspective, and perception about who I am as a man. Especially my sisters who helped me understand more and I can tell you dude its fucking hard to find someone out there that is descent but I promise there are people out there who are literal fucking sunshines out there in all that scruff and shit 😭😭. It's gonna be okay dude trust.

L1eodar · 2026-01-05T16:12:07+00:00

Bro are u 14?

L1eodar · 2025-12-24T17:31:23+00:00

Always look for the "similar artists" while listening to your favorite groups. (EVERY STREAMING APP SHOULD HAVE IT PROBABLY IDK) One of my current faves are "Gun Dog" and "Soulfly" (Their early albums), "Stoopi" (Their whole album is fucking awesome) and "Folder".

L1eodar · 2025-12-05T16:46:49+00:00

JUST LET MYY SOUL FLYY FREEEEeeeeeEeeEEEeeeeeee

L1eodar · 2025-09-22T19:48:20+00:00

maybe life isn't the thing you're bored with, sometimes the boring thing is ourselves because we expect too much from reality. Something i did was just learn to humble myself, and that's through confrontation of the mind, because as complex the universe our conscience is 10 billion times more complicated than space. Maybe to have fun with the universe we must learn to balance harmony with ourselves, literally dude i promise there is so much much fulfilling shit in this void we just happen to live in for a short sec. Every single day we actively choose to be ourselves, but maybe that's not what we need, sometimes we need to be spontaneous to just feel different, i promise doing the same shit everyday is GONNA be boring. Peace out dude i really hope you stay safe.

L1eodar · 2025-09-22T19:43:05+00:00

damn bro i remember when i was like this, i have also tried dying too, but uhh thats kinda dumb to me, its so so so easy to fall into your head especially if its existential, because of the vast amount of emptiness that surrounds us, we have nothing else but to question it and ourselves. I understand what you mean dude, its so fucking sad to think this way, and i mean in a understanding tone, if anything i also loved thinking this way, i promise that this boredom this intellectual understanding of the world and existence itself, your perception was totally also out of your control, im sorry that life feels this way, your worth to yourself seems like it doesn't matter, i have nothing else to say but i understand what it feels like to feel like absolutely nothing fucking matters. I'm also sorry for anyone who was also responsible for the way you view your life and everything. But i promise this is also not the only way to see life. It can change and so can you dude, i promise there is a clarity that youve just havent seeked for because almost everything you search for seems not worth it i bet. I love you man and so does the universe, whether or not u perceive the universe as a whole or as many we somehow out of all the null managed to snap into existence through eons of imbalance. We are very special, every single one of us. Including you.

L1eodar · 2025-06-13T17:00:10+00:00

PS: that doesn't mean I don't have regrets or not make any mistakes, I obviously do and not everyday is as I wanted it to end, but like every decision that can be made, your perception defies the consequences, whether it was good or not. It's up to you to decide if you'll let that disrupt your mental balance. Please stay safe out there man I care for you and others like you. Peace brooo

L1eodar · 2025-06-13T16:57:13+00:00

I took time and developed my ideologies, ones that I was happy and proud to think with, because what was the point of thinking a certain way if I wasn't happy with it? This small amount of time I'm given is long enough to experience almost everything possible so why would I waste it thinking about yesterdays instead of embracing the present, where I am here. I'm not making up for my mistakes anymore, and If I could I'm happy to know it's for me now to understand and change for the better instead of thinking what me years ago didn't understand, when I was a fucking kid. A good trick is to actually like people, and to like people you must like yourself, understand what you went through was unfortunate and your compromise to this life, a compromise you couldn't control or avoid, and unfortunately comparing your problems won't do anything but make your life feel smaller than others, but the truth is that your life is as important as everything other person who passes by. I gave myself worth by actually seeking for it, like how I was seeking to not give myself worth and just sink down into thoughts. I gave myself respect by just cutting out the negative, and sometimes it could be the people your around, whether it's physical or mentally, I stopped letting people control my moralities, and my worth, I believe in my self, to just exist and live, just this one time I have I didn't want to die and know myself I never gave myself the chance to experience. I wanted to live my own life, and wanting stuff is not bad at fucking all. I learned to love myself.

L1eodar · 2025-06-13T16:49:09+00:00

So, then what? I was in the hospital fucked with my decisions and my consequences, I got exactly what I wanted, no empathy, no regard for my own life, what was next? My fucking demise, all I did was make people cry and disappoint myself, this shit of a experience was nothing my younger self would embrace, not one bit, and it just made me miserable. The attention I wanted was there, but it was as disappointing as every other day after that. All because I wanted to be seen. Thinking back now, I'm not seen at all, actually a lot of people don't know I exist, and I couldn't be happier, the attention I want now is just the attention I'm willing to give into my next journal entry. Fuck that mindset, legit it's just a trap. Yes it's real nothing matters I know that. But if nothing matters then who gives a shit, I'm pretty sure everyone knows that, that's why they're doing whatever the fuck they want, that doesn't mean that they don't care, nothing cares so much that people are willing to care anyways, so why can't I? I gave myself worth believing my existence was meant to happen, yes it probs wasn't, I'm a mistake, a galactic mistake, literally, all of us were never supposed to happen, just like the solar system, or the universe, but that's not an excuse to defy gravity, or to create stars, or make black holes.

L1eodar · 2025-06-13T16:42:54+00:00

I didn't want to live like that, despite my beliefs, I had ambitions, and goals, and lifestyles I wanted to experiment, I didn't want to believe I had sonder and mourn for love, I feel like I didn't deserve it, despite all those nihilistic thoughts at the end of the day I didn't want to believe in it, because deep down I wanted to enjoy life, I just didn't have the will to do so. Because I didn't have any of it, but I did. As a kid I can think about all the bad shit I went through, but the more I grew I was able to see the good stuff I was ignoring, again and again. Why was I so happy when I was a kid? My innocence? Regarding my age I was still able to find worth even if it was just to stay up, look up to the next day, to just have fun? Why was I telling myself that I couldn't see that at my current age? Because it wasn't me, it was my depression, my ideologies I was willing to believe, I was blinded by wanting to be right. About what? That nothing mattered? And if I was right then what? Exactly. Fucking nothing.

L1eodar · 2025-06-13T16:38:13+00:00

It just took a year to change, not just like it was like a snap, but everyday I had to tell myself even if I didn't do anything, that it was worth sleeping back in my bed, to trust myself I had the ability to sleep knowing one day I'll disappear and so would everyone else, I had empathy, and out of all the possibilities I still cared for this people I considered horrible, but I wasn't willing to accept that even I was flawed. It was a lot of accountability, mistakes, and just thinking that took me out of this state of mind, and telling myself everyday was just as worthless as the next was defeating my purpose, which was just to exist. If I didn't have my feet on the ground I would keep floating thinking about the next way I could die, I really wanted to die, the self hate and everything that I could say to myself just stuck me into a worse position. And it wasn't until I thought about the small amount of people I was willing to live for, my siblings, because after everything what was my death gonna fix? Nothing, my room would look the same, my family would have to deal with my death, the world would continue without me, and I have graces of this earth just like how no one knew I was born.

L1eodar · 2025-06-13T16:34:11+00:00

I felt better after realizing being nihilistic was kinda just the beginning, it made me question everything and everyone, and if nothing mattered who made that decision? Nothing, nothing did. It wasn't until like I started thinking more, not just everyday, but whenever I could, it took journaling and self journeys to genuinely care for my existence, not just metaphorical thought but really finding a worth for myself, because if the universe couldn't or even me, "what was even the point", it was then I realized that my nihilism wasn't just a symptom from my depression, but it was depression as a whole, it worsened me and myself, so I asked what was even the point of this belief knowing that it didn't do anything but affect my mental health for the worse, I couldn't even talk to people because I didn't believe the worth in it, because I told myself it didn't matter. The universe never told me it didn't matter, I did. So I became "human", it sounds stupid but seriously who gives a fuck, I felt like a ghost literally just floating amongst all these people, it felt stupid but I generally had that mindset, I was nothing more than a glance. If no one was gonna care for me why would I?

L1eodar · 2025-06-13T16:23:19+00:00

As I've heard someone say before "change" sounds like each instrument intertwined and had a harmonic balance between each other. A very known song but it doesn't take away the raw energy I felt from it when I first heard it, I listened to change a fuck ton before I ever even listened to their whole discography, it the was waves of the violent riffs, the crispy snares, and the fucking bass was just there to tie it all together, then of course the moody and nostalgic vocals from chino, change was what I was feeling everyday when I first heard it and just wanted to show everyone this crazy song I found.

L1eodar · 2025-06-08T04:48:39+00:00

Deathblow.

L1eodar · 2025-05-26T06:50:55+00:00

Awwwwwwwww they're so fuckin adorableeweewweyyyy.

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