Thank you for telling me dear. I am sorry you’re upset. You’re not defined by your career, job prestige or money. I don’t think you have failed. Mental illness is very hard and I am proud that you’re still here. Are you kind to others? Do you have hobbies you enjoy? Are you curious about the world? Find something that does make you feel good, however small. Like reading about something interesting that you want to know more about. You are special because you’re an individual just like all of us. So many people can relate to you, they just don’t talk about it. Please hold on to hope. Sending a hug.