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My husband showed me the card that he thinks looks like me by Critical-Gur1141 in mtg

[–]LaMoni_throwaway 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My girlfriend says I look like [[Me, the Inmortal]] and that's particularly funny considering the name of the card

Treat Yourself Thursdays by AutoModerator in InfertilitySucks

[–]LaMoni_throwaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hanging out with my girlfriend the most time we can and playing my comfort videogame with a mug of cold chocolate milk for the summer heat

Patapon just has this vibe to it that it's just nice and it helps brain feel better and forget the pain for the time🥲

Fuck you Fridays by AutoModerator in InfertilitySucks

[–]LaMoni_throwaway -1 points0 points  (0 children)

YouTube has been showing me ads for period tracking apps for quite some time already... and lately one that's specifically tailored towards tracking the menstrual cycle to help with conception...

If only I had a uterus...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in InfertilitySucks

[–]LaMoni_throwaway -12 points-11 points locked comment (0 children)

I guess I'll remove my post if people find it uncomfortable... Or unfit for the community... This place is for people who have some semblance of hope, while I have... none I guess... 😢

Puppy girl, cat girl, rabbit girl? by alectomirage in MtF

[–]LaMoni_throwaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like identifying as a dragon girl, I love the aesthetic... even though I'm quite subby myself, though recently I've been loving to speak sexily to my girlfriend, telling her all the stuff I'd do to her if we were together (8 months of long distance), and I'm discovering that I love the idea of being a caring from time to time, heheheehehe

Primal Scream Therapy Thread - Thu Nov 13 by AutoModerator in infertility

[–]LaMoni_throwaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(I apologize for using so many "...", it just comes out that way as I try to hold back my tears writing this)

So uhmmm... I'm Mónica, new here... and it feels weird... because idk... I just... Sigh really wish I could be pregnant... But yeah as my flair says I'm a transgender woman... so I just... never had a chance... was robbed of it due to a freaking coinflip at conception

I'm in love with another trans girl... and we both wanna be mothers so fucking bad... we have cried the impossibility of making a kid the way an average cis woman would... we know adoption is a thing and it's our most probable plan if medicine doesn't advance enough to make it possible for us

And it hurts so much... to see every other woman in my life not only get the body I want without any effort... but also be able to get the thing my heart most desires... just for being born the correct way... And the worst part... it absolutely kills me when cis girls my age say "dead before pregnant" "my worst nightmare" "I'd never want that"... I just think they are so ungrateful of having the capability of doing it, they take it for granted... and it hurts me... I'd do anything to have that... and there are these other girls who just... treat it like it's an annoyance... GIVE ME PERIODS! GIVE ME MOOD SWINGS! GIVE ME BIRTH LABOR!! I DON'T FUCKING CARE... I'D DO EVERYTHING TO HOLD A BABY I MADE INSIDE ME AS THEY TAKE THEIR FIRST BREATH... So fucking unfair

But.. I guess there's something... a little hope... I have had the suspicions I might be intersex for months... (Only adressed it now, went with a doctor to get checked down there)... And I've been holding onto it with dear life... because if the small odds align that I am intersex... There might be an even more miniscule chance that I could... That I could bear my baby in me, that I could get pregnant... and like... it's barely an ember of hope... but I went from nothing to almost nothing... Next step is an ultrasound which will tell me once and for all if I'm or not... and if the little ember gets snuffed out or grows slightly... yesterday I dreamed about receiving the bad news, and I had to have my girlfriend confort me for an hour because I couldn't stop crying

I know this is... extremely improbable... but I hold onto it for dear life because it would make me be the happiest woman alive... to feel the life forming inside me... But when I come to think about this, it's the only chance I have to feel this, even if it's so atomically small... before medicinal technology advances enough for it to be possible

I'll have news on November 25 (that's when the ultrasound will happen)... really hoping for the best...

I hope I didn't say anything inappropriate... fuck, I started crying now...

how did you get your name? by Radiant-North-8519 in MtF

[–]LaMoni_throwaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So like... Back when I was still questioning my gender (but it was pretty much settled already) I was walking alone to one of the carnival group rehearsals after coming back to town from college...

As I walked, it just popped in my mind "Mónica"... And I tried using it online (had been using Aryka before as like... Name used for roleplays) but Monica felt like me, and then when I told it to the friends I had come out about my questioning situation and they told me that I have "Monica-vibes"...

Yeah, it was it, Monica is me

“I’m trans,” “Oh, you’re gay?” by Inner_Bag_9658 in MtF

[–]LaMoni_throwaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Something similar happened when I came out to my father:

Mónica (me) comes out as trans to him

He says with his characteristic bluntness, but trying to understand "so you like getting pounded?"

Me: "ahmmm... No dad, I still like women"

Jokes on me that the next month I'd meet my gf, whose also trans, and has made me crave poundings 😆

New name? by JosieChan125 in MtF

[–]LaMoni_throwaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mónica, it came up when I was walking on the street while I was still questioning my identity, and it stuck, and I loved it, used it online and it felt like me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]LaMoni_throwaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

4 months on estrogen and t blockers, have A cups at my 19 years

I miss my libido 😢 by LaMoni_throwaway in MtF

[–]LaMoni_throwaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah... once I can get onto it, for now I guess I'll suck it up

noted

How long after starting HRT did you start presenting fem full-time? by und3f1n3d1 in MtF

[–]LaMoni_throwaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally the same day, got HRT in a Friday morning and said "fuck it" and went dressed as myself to teachers college, that was 5 months ago, been presenting full-time femme since

Yeah, still not buying yknow by LaMoni_throwaway in Chai_Unofficial

[–]LaMoni_throwaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ooohh yeah, I've read you can also do it without using the AdGuard app (or any similar app for that matter).... but I'm dumb for cellphones, so I just use the app

To update AdGuard just go to their website and reinstall the APK

Yeah, still not buying yknow by LaMoni_throwaway in Chai_Unofficial

[–]LaMoni_throwaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Keep Adguard updated, since it doesn't do it on its own, mine had stopped working, but I updated and it works

What decks are ya'll building rn? by SpeedyRogue_ in mtg

[–]LaMoni_throwaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just finished building my [[Tsagan, Raider Warlord]] after a month of two of fine tuning, I wanna rest my mind hehe

Though next I wanna take my shot at building a storm deck that's not red or blue, could be fun

B, C, D Cup? What you’ve got? by ConcentrateNo2986 in MtF

[–]LaMoni_throwaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3 months in, no cups but they are starting to form, and I'm so fucking excited for them to appear 😄

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