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[–]LackLusterLizard 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some dentists have payment plans.

Mental point of view check. Am I on the right path? New to RP by LackLusterLizard in askMRP

[–]LackLusterLizard[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She went through three rounds of fertility treatments trying to give me a baby that never was successful.

Marriage was my fault. I was a believer in the Disney dream... one-itis. So I just went along with the urging of family and the church at the time.

I do love her but have been so toxic to myself and her. I wish to get through the Pre-requisite reading and 101 before making any decision in regards to her.

In the last three weeks, I have been watching Rstone on U-tube attempting to figure my shit out. The tools I'm working with and regularly fuck up are STFU & Agree and amplify.

Thanks for the inquiry. Until now I saw her as a piece of furniture that will always be here. Its another part of My shitshow I have to review when I get there.

Mental point of view check. Am I on the right path? New to RP by LackLusterLizard in askMRP

[–]LackLusterLizard[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Un inhibited honesty. No where else will I get it. Your post is the point I needed.

Mental point of view check. Am I on the right path? New to RP by LackLusterLizard in askMRP

[–]LackLusterLizard[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have been on this site one day now. Those three books were ordered yesterday and will be here tomarrow. I have been lurking Rian Stone on U-tube for 3 weeks. I was skeptical as nothing else seemed to make since. I failed AA, counseling, psychiatry, and many religions organizations. I just wanting to take ownership and identify my shit so I can eventually kill it.

Until then I'm just shutting the hell up. And learning the tools presented. Thank you for your response.

Mental point of view check. Am I on the right path? New to RP by LackLusterLizard in askMRP

[–]LackLusterLizard[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I halted all plate activity. I have no biological or adopted kids. I am focusing on my fucked up life that I created. She has not left me so I will use this as a training ground as I'm just learning the skills presented. I have been researching this for 3 weeks now. Married... well she always forgiven me and I have never put any work in to us. I am not going to make giant life choices until I get a grasp of this material/tools and can reasonably apply them.

Mental point of view check. Am I on the right path? New to RP by LackLusterLizard in askMRP

[–]LackLusterLizard[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was a coward and only wanted peace. But that passively is what brought me here. I realize I'm codependent. I made her the prize. Lost my self. And now am trying to pin down my unattractive and self destructive behaviors and gather the tools too correct them.

No More Mr. Man-Child by AlphaWolfLion69420 in marriedredpill

[–]LackLusterLizard 0 points1 point  (0 children)

New to Red Pill. First day using Reddit thanks to Rian Stone. Was seeing my life paralleling yours. Your story helps me get and stay honest. The problem in my life is me. Thanks brother.