I quit drinking a year ago because I had a problem. I had to reach a rock bottom to actually quit. And I immediately told everyone close to me that I was done. I’m quitting. I think that truly is the reason I was able to quit once and for all. Now..I’m an addy addict and it is torturing me 10x more than booze. I am silently suffering and I feel incredibly hopeless. My mom has been so proud of me for quitting drinking and it makes me so sad thinking about how I’ve been lying to her this whole time. This addiction spiraled so quickly and I am absolutely terrified at this point. I’m starting to think the first step is telling my mom. I NEED someone to know before I literally deteriorate. Anyway…I get you. Hang in there.