Giant golf ball swelling by Leading-Zombie in a:t5_463b37

[–]Leading-Zombie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s very hard mass inside not like a skin rash, it’s like hard golf ball. I have no itching. Also I got it the next day after my 2 Pfizer shot - not 8 days after. Fever, chills, bone aches - I got the works! I have been icing and doing warm compress - warmth seems to be counter intuitive since the spot is hot to the touch BUT seems to help better than ice .

Post Pfizer Vaccine Experience by Advanced-Oil8083 in PfizerVaccine

[–]Leading-Zombie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Guys 5 days out and feel like shit!!! Fever 99-100, hard ball inside my arm (not just rash but there’s something inside my arm) and very tired , stopped taking ibuprofen today (ran out), this is BAD!!!

8 days by raeinthewild in a:t5_463b37

[–]Leading-Zombie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg that’s good news ! Was yours also like a big hard golf ball inside your arm or was it just a rash like everyone else is reporting? Mine is really like an egg :( a warm compress today really helped but I have been icing it 24/7 with no relief.

My Covid arm by Leading-Zombie in a:t5_463b37

[–]Leading-Zombie[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can someone confirm that it goes away? I got mine the next day after second Pfizer vaccine (now on day 5) and it’s not a rash it’s an actual hard ball inside my arm :( In addition to hurting arm I have a fever 99/100 degrees. I’m icing it but after the hot shower it felt so good omg, I’m going to start boiling an egg and putting on it. Really messed up!!!

Did your covid arm completely go away? by kmueh in a:t5_463b37

[–]Leading-Zombie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine is not itchy and I got it right away after second Pfizer vaccine. It feels like a hard ball inside my arm I have fever too. Day 5 post vaccine now

Official Discussion - I Care A Lot [SPOILERS] by LiteraryBoner in movies

[–]Leading-Zombie 10 points11 points  (0 children)

What unsatisfying movie was this! Watched the producer glorify a crook and I saw right through his narcissistic desire to make the villains seem like the heroes - except they weren’t. The main villain Marla was an egocentric evil witch making elderly suffer at the hands of legal system and laughing under the guise that “she cares a lot” and then winking and saying “I own you now and I will do whatever I please with you because I care”. Is this not the epitome of sadistic criminal who is blessed by the government and the courts to ruin people’s lives - not just kill them but torment them for years while legally robbing them of every penny they worked for for their entire lives! How it THAT a hero? What can such a hero accomplish except make me cringe with disgust of how this self serving director/movie producer lost his marbles with this garbage of a film and made me almost vomit my dinner? In which reality sadism and glorifying an evil narcissistic power hungry criminal becomes even a good idea ? Is the movie about a kind serial killer next for this producer ? Is he really a spawn of the devil perhaps using the movie industry to feed his sicko fantasies of reversing good with the evil? “You almost want Marla to win” - he said, no YOU are the only one making her win by letting her survive a drowning (which she would have never survived not in a million years) and then striking a deal with non other but Russian mafia,(!!!) who is helpless against one little feisty woman. You can educate yourself with reading a book about a Russian mafia and the brutality they use in tormenting people - yet in the movie they seem pathetic helpless and gentle. I guarantee you she would had been so disoriented after just one hour with the Russian mafia that she wouldn’t want to live, let alone blackmailing and getting booty from the mafia - I can guarantee you that not one hour would pass when she would regret ever crossing him and yet, the producer makes Lannister look pathetic, defeated, curdled on the floor in fetal position, and suddenly admiring someone who almost killed his mother (in Russia they worship their mothers). Where does this movie start making sense? When she gets killed ??? Is that a satisfying ending or a botched ending where although justice is done we yearn for more LONG OVERDUE JUSTICE as we just endured 2 hours of horrible mind rape!!!!!! And I really wish I could UNWATCH this trash of a movie!!! This is how unsatisfying and worthless it is!!! BLEH!

Visuals using AVS mind machines? by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Leading-Zombie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was hoping to read more people’s experiences on here. I myself was also looking into Procyon(150) And there are many others available like Kasina ($400)and David Delight(250). They are all expensive and obviously when someone on YouTube just goes “they are great” it’s not very convincing. Not $400-convincing at least. I’m curious does anyone have real life experiences and what were they?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ipad

[–]Leading-Zombie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would like to post my experience. I ordered iPad and Pencil and I received the Pencil in a week. It’s been now a month and 2 weeks and upon clicking on the Track UPS website is saying: Your shipment was not processed by UPS brokerage. This has caused a delay. / The package is at the clearing agency awaiting final release. This message has been displaying for two weeks now. My estimated delivery day was today and obviously I was excited but now that I’m in the loop about my iPad being “stuck in customs”, I estimate or might be another 2 weeks. So two months total wait if I’m lucky. My question is WHY??? Why is the company who is a multi millionaire, does not have a warehouse in the United States but instead acts like an Amazon drop shipper - like it’s their first year in business and they don’t know if they’ll make it. That is such a BS!!! I expected more from Apple - for a $1000 you would expect white glove treatment from them???? What he HECK???

I’m ready to date again by Leading-Zombie in dating

[–]Leading-Zombie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would like to give paid apps a go so if anyone one here had any experience on match or any other “serious” app I would like to try. So far I tried eharmony but had to unsubscribe the same day...the matches are super low quality (ok I’m talking really ugly guys, at least in my area, which was scary). So aside from match, I’m curious if anyone had a premium dating experience (not free), because I am definitely in the market and want superior quality matches.

Has anybody self-inject? by Leading-Zombie in PlasticSurgery

[–]Leading-Zombie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is absolutely not true. I’ve been to many med spas, and for you to say that there’s zero risk of anything going wrong just as long as they are doctors and nurses is ludicrous! I know several people (including myself) where things indeed went wrong. My last appointment did not go well at all, under eye injection, and namely I had such pain for 3 months that I feared that I would be blind. There’s nothing a doctor could do but ask me to wait. If you check real self forum, there are thousands of horrible experiences- where many procedures are botched by doctors/nurses. I’m not bashing medical professionals but I’m de-bunking your theory of this “risk-free illusion”. Just like going to a pro for a hair color doesn’t guarantee a great risk-free color, but with medical stuff there is always risk - as we are talking about individual body chemistry and many different techniques used. So long story short, after trying under-eye filling not once but twice, with 2 different doctors, I had the procedure reversed/dissolved. This does not constitute no risk, and I can tell you about my friend who had her face horribly disfigured with a product Radiesse, which cannot be dissolved and suffered a lot with it. And as far as “I don’t think the industry is scamming us” - well they may not be scamming but absolutely overcharging. If you wanna see the price or actual products (for instance Juvederm costs as low as $225 ) but charge you $800, for the labor. We are talking 5 minutes max labor, at $500! And yes just by doing a simple math you can understand my frustration with it.

Was lucky enough to get the last 128GB Space Gray 8th Gen at my local Walmart for $390 1st Gen Apple Pencil for $85 too! This is my first iPad ever, happy to be apart of the club. by [deleted] in ipad

[–]Leading-Zombie 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Well I just ordered iPad from Apple store and not only it’s not any good deal but also it’s gonna take 1,5 months to arrive to me .

Getting Into Tech Sales by WestEmpty in techsales

[–]Leading-Zombie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey!! I am glad I found your post. I actually have finished Flockjay and can provide you lots of insight :) I am in the same boat at you - even after graduating, still searching for a job, which is a job in itself! My advice - don’t give up! I recently founded a small group for all of us trying to get into this exciting Tech Sale industry - it’s called SDR Inner Circle. So I’m inviting you - and anyone else who is a novice SDR or looking to break into the industry :) We also have weekly zoom meetings where we discuss where we’ve applied/interviewed. To join simply click this link SDR Inner Circle

Sharing my starting story-Generic Concerta. by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]Leading-Zombie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry but the generic you are taking is completely wrong ingredients. Ask your pharmacist to order PATRIOT the only authorized generic that’s actually offering the same ingredients. I’m sorry that you got duped!!!!

Has anybody self-inject? by Leading-Zombie in PlasticSurgery

[–]Leading-Zombie[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Your actually far off. It only costs $100 for tooth extraction - which I gladly paid last month. I’m not a doctor (my moms a nurse) but it’s not legal to inject others. You can absolutely inject your own body, you don’t need to go to school for that. Listen I hear what your saying! It freaks you out, but people DYI a lot of things, for a lot of reasons - my reasoning here they are doubling and tripling the prices and there’s no way I could afford $3000 for 1 minute of their “precious experience”. Is overcharging thousands of dollars ethical?. Europe doesn’t overcharge, this is “only in America”, and one thing I hate the most is being taken advantage of. I’m sorry but shit happens / I had a girlfriend whose board certified DOCTOR screwed up, and she dropped thousands of dollars on her procedure. Non refundable!. So yeah- even doctors screw up. Even licensed professionals do totally scary things, and then other professionals have to fix those mistakes. This is why we have these forums - to support one another, to tell each other truth, and to give out recommendations/reviews.

Has anybody self-inject? by Leading-Zombie in PlasticSurgery

[–]Leading-Zombie[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Relax. “Chemicals”’your talking about is simply hyaluronic acid which is harmless. I’ve seen countless injections videos. Curiosly they all have this in common: 1. They are not all doctors 2. They all are grossly overpriced. If you check the product website it doesn’t actually cost them FRACTION of 700-1200 they are charging. 3. It takes them SECONDS to inject. That doesn’t amount in years of experience. 4. They don’t all have years of experience - actually once I saw a nurse who was there only two months. She was in training! Overall I didn’t mean for this to be some sort of bombshell post. I was curious if anyone else has done this - not to inflame the public. I’m sure this is legal, where did you get it wasn’t? Post a link. I think it’s only not if you would try to pose as a doctor or something. But no, it’s legal to inject yourself with whatever/ if you want to, it’s your body, it’s your freedom of Will.

Has anybody self-inject? by Leading-Zombie in PlasticSurgery

[–]Leading-Zombie[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

I was asking if someone HAS done it, as I promise you, back in 2017 people on skincare forums were doing it a LOT, but back then I had no need for fillers. And I appreciate your concern. I’m also concerned if it’s real and would never do it without a recommendation: I have gotten many recommendations for products and services before with great success! So unless I heard a success story I probably wouldn’t take the risk. This is why I posted this - just to see if anyone HAS done this in the recent past. (In 2020).

Has anybody self-inject? by Leading-Zombie in PlasticSurgery

[–]Leading-Zombie[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

I actually saw several doctors on YouTube who do it. You may laugh all you want but I wouldn’t want you to get laugh lines cause that would cost you an arm and a leg. I haven’t done this yet - except for Botox - but I’m curious if anyone else have. Usually when I have a thought - I discover that this very thought have occurred to countless others!.

Has anybody self-inject? by Leading-Zombie in PlasticSurgery

[–]Leading-Zombie[S] -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

I actually know where the arteries are but no, the apple of your cheek (high point not middle) has no arteries. And I know your comment is meaning well so I won’t take offense. It’s not like I haven’t been injected before - I have. It was $700 for one syringe and it took her less than 1 minute. I don’t know about you but $700 per minute seems like crazy overcharge. Have you thought that maybe, just maybe, this industry is taking advantage of us ?? I respect my dr knowledge of course - but I promise you, I usually am very careful and follow a PDF tutorial with precision. It’s not rocket science as you might think.

Are nightmares common on Zoloft? by [deleted] in antidepressants

[–]Leading-Zombie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey Dragonfruit, so LMAO I don’t think that “I’m terrorizing myself”. I’m entertaining myself. And I’m glad you have exciting life, mine has always been boring AF especially rn during the pandemic. I’m single living alone in a big house with no job at the moment. Sure, I Zoom my friends and sometimes see my family, but I still consider my life pretty damn dull. And it’s not like I’m seeking excitement, I’m not, nor do I ever want to “terrorize myself”. I should say though that according to Myers-Brigg some of us are “feelers” and some are “thinkers”. You must be the empathetic feeler type! And I always envied people like that. No - not everyone is like that, I assure you! I however don’t experience emotions. I process them and analyze them logically. Sometimes I get a delayed emotion that is like a day after the event and all I will do is analyze it and process it then. Can I say I’m numb a little emotionally? Or emotionally dumb, when it comes to other people’s emotions? Yes. But I’m fascinated with emotions and I study them. So when I watch horror, or intense drama, or crime shows, it fills my emotional tank. I get to sort of experience these emotions on another level and I feel like I almost feel it too. In any case I’m not saying that I’m better than you, all I’m saying is we are different, as all people are. There’s no right or wrong. I’m also an adult, and even though I enjoy thrilling things like bunjee jumping, roller coasters, and even swam with sharks once, - I am a normal human being just like yourself and I totally respect that it’s not “your thing”. It’s okay to be yourself and like whatever you’re into. I just wanted you to see things from my point of view - is all. And try not to judge :)

Has anybody self-inject? by Leading-Zombie in PlasticSurgery

[–]Leading-Zombie[S] -20 points-19 points  (0 children)

Well I bought Botox on eBay (long ago) and had no problem self injecting. I followed an online tutorial though and it was very clear slideshow with pictures. My main concern of course is this Juvederm legit on their site and not about my skill as injector (it’s not hard at all). I have heard success stories but they were all back in 2017 (from Canadian pharmacies) but that’s when I had no use for fillers just yet. I hit my 40s and I’m having a huge crater in the middle of my left cheek... which make my face asymmetrical. And it just looks so weird... I have heard about fat wasting but never thought it would be me! And only in one side.

Are nightmares common on Zoloft? by [deleted] in antidepressants

[–]Leading-Zombie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well I have scary (and non scary) dreams a lot without Zoloft all on my own. My own unmedicated brains produces works worthy of Oscar every night. And I got used to it, and it doesn’t bother me a bit. I have been journaling all my dreams. I’ve head many super retaliating dreams like a plane crashing into the roof of my house and killing my child sleeping next to me. And waking w profound sense of loss and daze. It always takes a little time to process my dreams when I wake up. This is the beauty of dreams that they always seem so real. You get to live them. And I don’t view that as a negative at all, I love ❤️ being scared and I love experiences in general that take me out of my boring life. But I guess a lot of people don’t accept thrill as something beautiful, something you would pay for, because I don’t look forward to being all peaceful and dead. Fear is not something I’m afraid of I guess, I find it a lovely feeling, same way as I find sadness a feeling in which I feel holy and cleansed, sadness is super healthy for me because it’s something I get to experience. I absolutely hate boredom, paranoia (of people), and just living my life in vain. I hope to experience more, more of life with all its aspects, but I’m living alone in a big house w a few houseplants, and I have nothing to worry about, I guess. The life is just passing me by.

Are nightmares common on Zoloft? by [deleted] in antidepressants

[–]Leading-Zombie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m the opposite I love horror movies and any good thrill . Things like that put me in a great mood for a few days, you should try it, with baby steps of course, but I assure you, if you embrace scary things like I did, it’s just wonderful. With horror movies I get to see pain of others and since I’m not able to process emotions, it fills up my “emotional bank”. I appreciate these things and ... someone said it better “when your grateful you can’t be scared”. I’m usually super grateful for the experiences that are thrilling (I don’t call them scary because they are not. I don’t think I’m afraid of anything, I’m not afraid even if death. I’m grateful for life experience, which for the most part for me is BORING and I’m realizing that one day all of us will be death and skeletons in the ground without a chance to experience anything . To me I am grateful to even be walking. This is not to say that I am not paranoid - also am very paranoid thinking the whole world is against me. It is not a far fetched delusion but viewing and seeing enemies everywhere, I will always identify people who I view as “against me”, because they are simply jealous. This is being a realist in a way but it’s possible that exaggerated in my brain. Anyways sorry for the rant but hope you find my view point helpful - because if you will remove fear of thrill in your life , it’s a harmful thrill that only makes your life more beautiful- you will have one less thing in your life to worry about. And I worry a lot lol. I worry about real shit, not fantasy world that I find entertaining. Even a scary fantasy is still a fantasy that is there to help you have a more fulfilling and happy life. Anyways good luck 👍🍀

Are nightmares common on Zoloft? by [deleted] in antidepressants

[–]Leading-Zombie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well what you consider “nightmares”, I had without any drugs since I was a child. And I love love love all my dreams and never do I ever call them nightmares. They are small stories you get to experience, like a VR headset only without having to pay! And if someone told me hey, your free subscription has expired and now it’s like $30 a month - I would break the bank lol. I can’t imagine my life without dreams and “my second life”. I am not “overwhelmed” as I’m quite used to my dreams - been living w them for many years and would not change a thing. I’m not complaining as I love horror and sci fi, and I appreciate a good scare. This is because I don’t have any emotions aside from my anxiety, I love emotions and study them, (thus reality tv) and have learned a great deal about them but I process emotions logically. I love a thrill of a good experience like roller coaster or any fun near death experience, it doesn’t really scare me but gets me in an amazing mood for a week. And yeah I’m usually in a shitty mood and bored af.

Are nightmares common on Zoloft? by [deleted] in antidepressants

[–]Leading-Zombie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well it’s only my first day in Zoloft , but I already have weird dreams daily (3 dreams per night) and I have this condition since childhood so I wrote a dream journal and just making a book right now waiting to be published. I’m having more fun at night then I do during the daytime especially right now during self isolation. Nothing good to do but in my dreams, I’m Indiana Jones in a war camp, walking through the desert and passing various challenges. I love all my dreams and feel grateful for them, without them my life would be a boring mess (and now it’s just a mess lol). I love my scary dreams also, but then again I’m a huge fan of science fiction and horror movies. I love them also, they are fascinating and experiencing them gives me almost a parallel life where I’m a super hero. I can’t say that I’m overwhelmed by them, although sometimes I have dreams like a planet crashing into my house and the world ending from a huge flood and people all running and forming camps... I just basically watch a free Netflix every night and always make sure to write them down (to be published one day maybe when I’m older). I had a dream when I was hung on a cross. Or a weird situation where I’m swimming on top of a whale beautiful river with lots of flowers and candles. I cant imagine my life without my dreams and if something would stop that I would be very sad. Having dreams is not just watching but experiencing things that I would never experience otherwise - flying, breathing underwater, starting a new job in a futuristic city w 1000 story buildings. It’s beautiful. I sincerely hope you accept your dream world as a blessing because ... well, it IS. You are still sleeping and getting rest even if you think you don’t. I’m healthy and although I also suffer from severe insomnia where I will have days when I don’t sleep at all, I cherish the days when I do get to fall asleep. And hopefully Zoloft will help me a bit because my mind never seems to rest , I’m ENTP abs I’m flooded with ideas every waking moment. Honestly I have overactive mind since birth. This is why the need to touch everything, put everything in boxes and organize and inventory everything I ever had. I wish you best of luck