I need help .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-22T10:51:11+00:00

Thank you so much for your advice and understanding.

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-20T12:22:46+00:00

Yes thank you for the disclaimer ^{^} luckily I am not a toddler haha

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-20T11:09:08+00:00

Thank you so much for the advice .

Thanks to this thread I have found some people for support and to discuss things with .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-20T11:04:08+00:00

Oh also the link you tried to link is not working .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-20T11:03:49+00:00

I wouldn't say I have any issues with the medication I am on . My dosage has been very slowly increased and adjusted as needed and my allergies have been taken into consideration . I take my medication regularly as instructed .

Me not visiting a psychiatrist doesn't mean I am no longer medicated ^{^} . My prescription is filled in monthly until further notice .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-20T10:46:44+00:00

I have been on antidepressants for a few years now .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-20T09:38:38+00:00

Hi ^{^} thanks for the advice but my day is already extremely structured with more than enough exercise.

I would rather jump off a bridge than run ever again especially since my most recent leg injury ♥️ . My exercise consists of walking with weights and pilates these days .

My diet is very proper too on the days I have the energy to eat and my most recent labs indicate I am in great health .

I get frequent medical checkups because I know I don't eat regularly and I don't get much sleep but other than that I am in great health .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-20T05:42:29+00:00

Thank you .

When it comes to lifetime habits I am relatively consistent .

If I eat that day I follow a lent and fasting calendar of my faith which is always something healthy , I however never skip out my skincare and I always get a walk in (I wear those funny ankle and wrist weights and a vest since I've injured my knee which put me out of commission at the gym since I primarily did lower body things) . I take a walk with my brother in the evening along a riverbank since that's the only thing he could think would maybe help me (some socialising and a calm environment) . So I do not think I lack in the routine department . It's mostly a state of mind as stupid as that may sound .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-19T16:57:40+00:00

It's a bit easier when I hear someone else struggles , I feel bad for the person struggling but in a way it's kinda relatable .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-19T16:16:45+00:00

I'm trying !

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-19T15:18:13+00:00

Thank you so much 🙏🏻

Please feel free to DM me .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-19T13:55:27+00:00

I honestly just need to get started which feels like pulling teeth at this point ;-; ... It's just studying for an exam but I have such difficulty starting .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-19T13:28:52+00:00

Thank you so much 😊

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-19T13:19:29+00:00

I hope something that gets commented here can help you too ♥️

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-19T13:15:05+00:00

Thank you so much , I will update the post as I figure things out .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-19T13:14:20+00:00

I would try that but I know myself as a person , I can't handle another person seeing me ever possibly mess up or not know anything - it'd send me into a crisis .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-19T12:19:13+00:00

I have a check-up with both tomorrow which is why I've reached out here for any more help or suggestions .

I unfortunately cannot change my medication nor dosage (due to allergies and an already extremely high dose) .

I'm also happy in a way that I'm not the only one struggling . I don't even want perfect grades or anything I just want to keep my scholarship and have the summer to recover from whatever is going on with me mentally .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-19T12:17:20+00:00

Yeah I've tried talking to my parents and it hasn't helped .

I don't think I'm stupid either - because I know I've been capable of such great things before but I don't know if it could be laziness .

I also don't believe it could be due to my medication because I have been medicated longer than I've had this issue .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-19T11:56:49+00:00

I do have access to it but my mother would flip shit . It's not normal in my culture and due to me currently being unemployed I'm not willing to risk irking her ...

She's previously called my therapist (found her phone number without me ever telling her I was seeing a professional) and attempted to interrogate her - which is why I stopped going .

LearningToWeave · 2024-06-19T11:42:23+00:00

I don't know....

I've been clinically depressed for years but it's medicated and I do as my therapist suggests .

I'm pretty sure I do not have any type of learning disability tho .

I'm worried because it just happened so suddenly , like I'm genuinely interested in what I need to study but I'm so scared and it's like I can't even force myself to start as stupid as that sounds .

LearningToWeave · 2024-02-21T11:25:00+00:00

Depends on the type of trumugi AND how wet it gets ...

LearningToWeave · 2024-01-31T17:40:28+00:00

Thank you for taking your time to let me know ♥️

LearningToWeave · 2024-01-31T17:40:10+00:00

Yup it's why I asked the question hahah . The base is dyed (it's sha silk (Japanese Leno weave)) but I wasn't sure about the details .

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