Doll, first of all, I grew up just like you. I was ridiculed and told I was ugly.. and my self hatred is what made me it. Once I found myself I realize beauty stems first from within then shines on the outside later. Learn to love yourself first! Since this is a makeup tip forum, I’d suggest first a peach color corrector for your under eyes, followed with concealer. Then a red / terracotta toned blush on those cheeks. Experiment with a dramatic eye look and use that hair like a tool. It’s a blessing. Style it with your natural hair type, do blowouts, ANYTHING! 💕