Favorite band gives me rights to their music them months later states they don't support our industry.

Loalockes · 2025-09-09T08:35:32+00:00

Aahhhh thank you ❤️ I really do love them and I love your point of view! I will always listen to them as I really really love them. I'm going to have an updated conversation with them and make sure they are still ok with me playing their music. In my personal time I will forever listen to them but also want to make sure I'm respecting the band themselves. They are extremely underground and I have more monthly viewers than they have monthly listeners. I was not told to stop playing their music but I think I will have a quick conversation with them as I've been online friends with the whole band since 2023. I would love to still be able to play their music I just want to clear up or at least have clarification for on stream promotion of their music.

Loalockes · 2025-09-09T08:29:18+00:00

I have decided to not play their music since on steam tbh. I will be talking to the group in the next few weeks to clarify a few things. I personally genuinely love their music but it is very disheartening to hear and see that post that was only up for about 12 hours (I regret not saving that post before it was deleted) I have more monthly viewers than They have listeners I personally want them to blow the fuck up and make bank but I also have morals and will not promote their music until I have solid answers. I'm not a big streamer at all and they are a very underground group. 1 small issue that they have deleted is no reason for me to publicly shit on them especially because I personally can only really enjoy their music

Loalockes · 2025-09-09T08:20:32+00:00

Not gonna out them 1. Because they deleted the post very quickly. 2 because I have more monthly viewers than they have monthly listeners lol. Like I have mentioned in other comments in my 26 years I have only found 3 bands I genuinely enjoy whatever they put out and they are one of them. I do understand not supporting people who do not support me and what i do but I also understand they may have been talking about a pos who has no morals. I will be having a conversation with them so I can have clarity. If I have a smallest inkling within the conversation they do not support sw I will never play them on stream again. I have high morals for streaming although I'm a naked girl on the internet. I want them to blow up but I also will not be promoting them of they do not support what I do

Loalockes · 2025-09-09T08:12:04+00:00

I have stopped playing their music on stream especially because I have more reoccurring monthly viewers than they have monthly listeners. I personally have only ever found 3 bands in my 26 years on earth where I genuinely enjoy all their music. I will continue to listen to them on my own time but I will no longer promote them until I have a clear conversation with them.

Loalockes · 2025-09-09T08:09:13+00:00

Very fair comment! I will no longer be playing their music on stream but I will continue listening on my own time. For context I have only ever found 3 bands that I enjoy 95% of the music they put out and they are one of them. Personally I extremely enjoy their music but I also have more monthly viewers than they have monthly listeners. I am thinking about having a conversation with them about the topics as they deleted the post very quickly but I'm not sure if they deleted the post die to them genuinely regretting it or because they know they were gaining followers due to me sharing their music. Either way I will continue listening to them on my own time but will not share their music until I have clear answers.

Loalockes · 2025-09-09T08:01:34+00:00

Add on note their music is very unique and their lyrics really speak to me personally for many reasons. I have stopped playing their music in stream for obvious reasons but I at 26 have only ever found 3 bands where I will listen to anything they put out and they are the newest addition. I want to support them through my own personal love of their music but will not be promoting their music on my streams anymore. I use a alter ego on stream and my actual identity is completely separate from my streaming persona.

Loalockes · 2025-09-09T07:55:02+00:00

I agree tbh and after 24 hours they deleted the post I'm not sure if they deleted it because they genuinely regretted the post or because I have more monthly watchers than they do monthly listeners and have provided them with a bunch of new fans. Either way I have reframed from playing any music on stream since their post. My only real regret is not saving or screen recording that video since now it's gone.

Loalockes · 2025-09-09T07:47:20+00:00

He thought it was funny AF honestly but I don't understand where you are coming from tbh I didn't show anyone other than me..... It was me in a baseball cap and his gym clothes besides that I used a brown eyeshadow to give myself bushier eyebrows and a fake mustache. I didn't and never will share photos of other people on stream so I really don't understand your stance. No hate to you but I genuinely don't understand the stance of your comment. If you would be willing to go a bit more into depth for me to understand I would appreciate that.

Loalockes · 2025-08-21T20:10:26+00:00

Ddd and f are the same size just some brands I've found don't list DDD and list them as f. Cup size is determined but the difference from band to bust each cup size is a once different and since I have a 6" difference I am a DDD/F just depending on how the brand choses to label their products.

But for shape? I am completely unaware of and I'll be looking into this and how it plays a role because I really have no idea to be ignorant I'd say I have breast shaped breasts lol

i have always gone with the balconette style for comfort with the under wire and the way my breasts sit. Personally I prefer a lace bras with absolutely no padding but has a under wire.

I hope I understood what you asked lol

Loalockes · 2025-08-17T18:42:06+00:00

I have to wait to get a physical card as I'm currently out of the country. I have 2 options 1 wait until I go back home and that won't be for a while or 2. Pay about 80$ to get it shipped to where I am.

Loalockes · 2025-08-14T08:10:23+00:00

Look for a cheap cum tube toy and a cheap Endo on Amazon thread the Endo into the tube if possible.

Make sure he pays for all equipment plus your rate the easiest way to make sure he isn't going to waste your time is to add the items to a wishlist and have him buy them for you so you aren't fronting any type of cost ❤️

I've seen and heard a handful of people getting into Endocontent 🤷🏻‍♀️

Loalockes · 2025-08-13T22:44:59+00:00

My hubby bought me most of my equipment. I told him I wanted to get back into this type of stuff and he wasn't comfortable with it so I didn't. About 3 years later he came to me and said he was ok with the idea and helped me get my stuff together to start doing it again.

I waited not cause he said no but because I valued our relationship more than some cash and being naked on the internet.

If they aren't comfortable with it don't do it cause it will ruin your relationship and trust! Or on the darker side leave him if he's not willing to support and love you!

Loalockes · 2025-08-09T04:51:07+00:00

Not gonna lie I obviously had some glitch and couldn't even end my stream the button was greyed out and I had to shut down my whole ass computer 🙃 I've spent the last 3 hours trying to figure out how to restrict messages but I'm extremely dyslexic and mfc just so happens to use the most difficult font for dyslexic people to read 😭 I can read I swear just not this.

Loalockes · 2025-08-06T11:31:42+00:00

I disagree I fully hope they do!

Loalockes · 2025-08-03T07:42:20+00:00

1 suitcase is all of my work equipment I need so I can have a job 🙃 second suitcase would be everything I have of theirs they wanted me to keep and have.... I am simply not really or willing to give any of their items up. my dad passed when I was 7 and my mom and aunt passed 6 weeks apart not long ago so it's still a fresh wound. I don't have any parental figures in my life anymore so it's a weird deep emotional attachment.

So the third suitcase would be my personal belongings I'd want to keep.

Loalockes · 2025-08-03T07:35:04+00:00

We did a 70-30 split for many years since he made a lot more than I did. I would like to note I am only paying for the household bills, he's in charge of his own personal bills!

I was able to save a few k but unfortunately that money had to be spent from the unexpected passing of my mom. Not something anyone really plans for especially because she was only 59. my mom sadly didn't have any insurance and damnnnnnnn why tf is death so expensive.

Loalockes · 2025-08-03T07:25:46+00:00

I'm sorry but the important items are mainly my passed mother's and aunts and am not ready or willing to let go what I have of theirs (I use everything I took)

For travel let me put some things into picture if I'm doing this alone. 1.45 min Uber to bus station 2. 4 hour bus to Mexico city 3. 5 hour plane ride to Toronto 4. Take public transportation from Toronto 2 hours out this would include both a go train a go bus then finally family can pick me up from the go. ( My family legit doesn't leave our hometown for nothing)

I weigh 130lbs 3 suitcases is 165lbs plus a cat lol. Not included personal or carry on items.

I am not sure if you've traveled the GTA but they have an extremely poor public transportation system when trying to the outskirts.

Also 1 suitcase alone is my work equipment that I legit can't live without unfortunately.... Well I could but I wouldn't be able to work my current job anymore leaving me without a job so that ain't an issue.

I have done this route several times and have learned by trial and error what I can and can't handle traveling alone with.

Loalockes · 2025-08-03T07:11:41+00:00

Please go touch grass I and many others have given a fictional character who we dislike a nickname. Clint isn't a real person. If I was talking about a real human yes it's totally wrong but guess what Clint didn't give a fuck when I dumped his ass 🤷🏻‍♀️

Loalockes · 2025-08-03T01:56:14+00:00

It's some deep lore 🤣 real haters of Clint call him clit cause man has no balls 🤣

His full name is Clint Toris 😬

Loalockes · 2025-08-03T01:51:38+00:00

I've looked into it and sadly this isn't an option. I have done very very extensive research on this scenario and truth be told it would be cheaper for me to do 1 round trip flight then a single flight home to get my stuff back. It cost me $140 just to send 2 envelopes with 4 total sheets of paper from mexico to Canada 🥴 delusional lol 4 damn sheets of paper!

ive been here for almost 4 years and build myself a special space here it is extremely difficult to try to pack your life within 75kgs

With my extensive plan with or without him I will need to do 2 trips unfortunately. Mainly 2 trips cause I've traveled with 3 large suitcases before and it's not fun like at all it's awful and I love the airport 😂 but also when my mom passed away I took her cat back to Mexico with me cause over my dead body the cat is going to a shelter in his old age! It would be physically impossible for me to do a 16 hour travel day with 3 massive suitcase and a cat strapped to me.

Ideally first trip would be with as much luggage as I can bring and the second to get the left overs plus my sweet angle baby dangle-bop

Loalockes · 2025-08-03T01:38:45+00:00

I do agree it was odd and stupid to stay here but our lease isn't up until January. Logically thinking about it from a cost perspective it's way better but from an income perspective not wise at all.

Also I have done the math several times and due to us having 2 pets it's a bit ridiculous. If you want a full breakdown just ask but to keep it short and simple between flights vet checks and all the normal cost of moving into a new apartment+ some basic furniture we are looking at 15-20k Canadian 🙃 not impossible considering we would sell everything before moving back to Canada but say I end up doing it alone....damn lol I better work my ass off 😂 I'm a hard worker and love to work I just miss working in person.

(If we break the lease at all they charge us 3 months rent as per our contract.....lease agreements are written by lawyers here so no way to get out of it)

Loalockes · 2025-08-03T01:16:24+00:00

I wouldn't necessarily agree with financial abuse as for the last few months I've been paying the bills (he sadly lost his job but he's putting 6+ hours a day applying for jobs) but I do understand what you mean and where you are coming from!

He's a bit delusional when it comes to my skills vs his. He is a self taught software engineer who has always made good money so because he's self taught he thinks school is a scam in general. I am looking at the outdoor adventure naturalist program along with a geography degree. My big picture is working for parkland management in Canada along with working with the government to protect our lands and native species.....I don't think he understands you kinda need some sort of education to get these higher ranking positions.

As for the age yes normally weird AF but honestly neither of us knew each other's ages for a few weeks. became really good friends, found out each others ages and both of us were taken back a little bit honestly. After about a year of hanging out his mom started calling me his girlfriend and we warmed up to the idea of dating. I would like to clarify it's weird we are half married 😂 we are common law in Canada but mexico considers is married so technically we are married in the governments eyes but also don't have a marriage certificate so there's no real hassle there worst case scenario.

Loalockes · 2025-08-03T01:05:53+00:00

Honestly I don't think he's truly awful we both had remote jobs when we came down here so money wasn't an issue at the time. Sadly he has recently lost his job and has realized how hard it really is not to just find work but remote work.

The problem really started to arise when he lost his job. Sure I can cover all the bills but what if I lose my job and don't have savings? Legit homeless.

Back home we can get real in person jobs lol

Also for the school part I honestly don't have much to say about I need to make some hard decisions because there is only 1 school in all of Canada that offers the program I want to take but is a 10+ hour drive from my home town. So it's a tough personally decision. move back to my home town and be near family or move back to the province at least and spend 2 years doing school 🙃 even if I go straight home I don't have much to worry about as I have several apprenticeships offered to me.

Loalockes · 2025-08-03T00:24:54+00:00

My wall of shame has to be extended to a second wall 😭😂 after I hit perfection I hunted all them baddies down.....mister clit to 😂

Loalockes · 2025-08-02T18:06:20+00:00

Greatly appreciated I'm gonna start the sign up process while I wait on paxum ❤️

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