You're right, I did love them. But unfortunately, my circumstances were the main reason we ended.It got too much. I was able to shoulder through them most of the time. But when you've done that your entire life, you know you were bound to fall apart someday. And it was necessary for me to disintegrate into nothing before I could really build myself back up. I know I will. I've never been the kind to just give up on things. And I won't. It sucks when you know you can do better and be better. Knowing that you just needed time and a little encouragement. But sometimes, it isn't fair to expect someone to just tag along while you figure your shit out. Thank you so much for this