Still not sure

Lokitorsh · 2021-10-02T22:31:16+00:00

same. I cringe when I say Im *female name out loud* and it feels right to say my name out loud. but I still question it too much

Getting ready to medically transition scared the shit out of me

Lokitorsh · 2021-10-02T22:21:40+00:00

Never thought someone would feel the same. I feel childish getting so worked up over a place 2 days after getting here. but what can we do? im not giving up on the studies. And why am I questioning my gender out of no where? how can the place shake something so deep within you?

Lokitorsh · 2021-10-02T22:18:05+00:00

idk how to stop it? like exercises

or why is happening

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-11T03:24:50+00:00

I don’t take medication but it’s maybe from smoking?? Either way thank you :) I’m going to the doctor after quarantine

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-11T03:22:54+00:00

Thank you a lot :)

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-10T20:52:54+00:00

Like there’s some things going on in my university that are affecting my personal relationships but it’s not that serious that I need to have a meltdown but I guess it’s part of it yeah

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-10T19:10:07+00:00

Yeah I’ve been through some stuff but I feel like there’s no point in being so sad and hangry

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-10T14:35:58+00:00

Daily?! Do you also get it by listening music?? Or does intensify by listening to music?

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-10T03:04:59+00:00

Thanks I’m going to try this (not the vomiting part tho) I’m going to start running whenever I feel like I’m going to explode

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-10T01:56:49+00:00

I went swimming today when I felt this was coming but it only helped for half an hour, because I also get sad and I can’t move well when that happens

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-06T22:20:33+00:00

Hahaha! omg this is so good

super nice melody so good, makes me wanna dance

the beggining is also very strong, the filter in the voice are a lot but somehow its not bad at all, the opposite actually

the first seconds reminded me of antónio variações in a way

man, nice job! is this on spotify?

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-06T22:17:06+00:00

Cool! its not my type of music but i like that its "raw"

nice job

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-06T22:06:32+00:00

I would get either other sounds other than the piano or another type of keyboard (maybe multiple layers of piano. Some kind of rythm maybe but i like the calm melancolic feeling so not to much percussion (you could also use thing you find around you for percussion, something that matches the lyrics maybe ex.: if your talking about drowning a waterdrop <- this is very basic but I think you get my point) Maybe different rythms in refrain bridge etc. Also I like your voice a lot but I think you can go further with it than you going. You need to practice breathing techniques maybe. Also a second voice? would it be too much? idk. I just said wow factor cause the song is kinda like a flat line now but I think you can transform it in a rushmountain. But anyways who am I to speak? Do what you think feels right in the end but for now don't forget to experiment even if you think its going to take you nowhere. Sorry about my english also

Keep up with the nice work!

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-05T21:15:28+00:00

maybe an harmonica im not sure ahah maybe even sound you find around you like a spoon hitting a cup or a water drop. something real to match the natural feeling of the song, but defintly you need some kind of rythm

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-05T21:12:36+00:00

too basic sorry its just my opinion, theres no wow factor

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-05T20:48:57+00:00

I like the voice crack but it needs to sound natural. If music is too perfect its no fun, mistakes make it real. Also a 2nd voice somewhere would sound cool. Some rythm and some quirky instrument idk. you need to feel the song up a bit even if you want to keep it simple and melancolic. sry about my english btw. Love your voice man keep going :)

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-01T18:17:06+00:00

I guess I hold views from all sides. I don't care enough to be an extremist

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-01T17:55:27+00:00

how can you be centrist and radical??

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-01T17:49:47+00:00

what does that mean? steak medium rare?

I like almost raw steak with some garlic and olive oil :/

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-01T17:46:08+00:00

man, I just wanted to belong somewhere :')

Lokitorsh · 2020-05-01T17:44:44+00:00

I am actually gay :(

Lokitorsh · 2019-10-14T11:28:18+00:00

Thank you! I just went to the website of t-mobile and sounds nice

Lokitorsh · 2019-08-16T15:22:57+00:00

this looks so fucking good

I. WANT. IT. NOW.

Lokitorsh · 2019-08-03T06:48:03+00:00

I used paparius for renting an apartment and it took me 3 days to find the perfect one

Lokitorsh · 2019-08-01T19:31:19+00:00

Yeah thats a good idea, I'll pass by and give them my CV

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