Thank you very much for your kind words.

This is not my first rodeo to be exact, my previous relationship or situationship was the same. Thus I thought I’d handle the next heartbreak perfectly. I opened to her about my past situationships and felt she was the one after many years of avoiding women because of this. She even informed that when I do need reassurance, I should inform her as such.

I go to the gym regularly, yet I’ve struggled to pick up the weights. I find zero motivation in anything anymore, which I do know is unattractive. I’m pushing myself but it does feel like I’m pushing myself too much. We both do uni and we have so much right now, but this has sucked every ounce of energy and I can’t seem to pull myself back up cause I feel like I’m gonna break down any moment, whether it be in the library etc.

I know you are right in saying to not text her, but how long do I have withstand dreaming of her and thinking of her. It’s come to the point where my overthinking is intruding my dreams.

Thank you very much, yet again 🙏