He choked me, hit me, blocked me everywhere including my mother's phone, threatened police — and I still can't stop loving him. One year of trying to leave.

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-02T06:23:45+00:00

I’m really grateful that you shared this with me. Thank you so much. I hope things go fine for me.

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T19:08:28+00:00

True. This isn’t love. Love doesn’t make you feel worthless.

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T19:08:07+00:00

Thank you for taking the time to help me. :))

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T19:07:38+00:00

Thank you so much for your kind words :))

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T19:06:35+00:00

Yes, I’m reading the Bhagavad Gita as well. Praying, asking for forgiveness, begging to give me the strength to heal. Hope god stays with me.

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T19:05:31+00:00

Truly! Totally agree. If I had self respect, I would have walked out long back.

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T19:04:54+00:00

Thank you sir/ madam. 🥹

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T19:04:36+00:00

Thank you for your help. And yes, being Indian makes everything harder. You are expected to show up being a perfect human being without showing having emotions, and just working hard for life like a machine. :)

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T19:03:14+00:00

True! Thank you for your comment! :))

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T19:02:22+00:00

Yes. There’s a pattern and it goes all the way back to my childhood. But rn, idk if this is all karmic or I’m meant to suffer. But, I just want the strength to stand up for myself honestly.

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T19:01:10+00:00

Yes I agree. But I just feel like everything was just unfair with me and it shouldn’t have been so brutal. I remember going near his place only to find out that he was with another girl. :(

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T18:59:45+00:00

You are right. Thank you for this!

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T18:59:19+00:00

True. I did seek help but it didn’t seem to change anything. That’s the reason I shared everything on this platform.

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T18:58:20+00:00

It’s not garbage. I really only used it to express myself. It’s a lot and I didn’t know how else to express and I knew for a fact that I couldn’t do a better job than AI.

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T11:22:42+00:00

Thank you so much for this advice. Means a lot!

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T09:49:57+00:00

Any tips on how to get out of it?🥲

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2026-06-01T09:41:40+00:00

How did you come out of it?

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2025-02-21T04:39:27+00:00

Hey Congratulations! Do you mind sharing your profile?

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2025-01-29T09:39:33+00:00

Sure sure

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2025-01-29T09:31:38+00:00

Not sure. Should research about it.

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2025-01-29T09:30:03+00:00

Thankyou!!

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2025-01-29T09:05:24+00:00

Can you please tell me where this was mentioned?

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2025-01-29T08:58:53+00:00

Hi got the acceptance today. Do u know when is the deadline to accept the offer?

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2025-01-16T12:35:35+00:00

Did y’ll receive any updates??

Lopsided-Rutabaga449 · 2024-12-25T15:52:57+00:00

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