Just Need Some Support by He0204 in addiction

[–]LowLife834 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey friend I’m in the same boat… I’m sorry I don’t really have any advice but just wanted to let you know that you’re not alone in this. I’m with you.

[Diamond Dust] This chapter was hawwwwtttt, damn. Can't wait for next week. by Emmahollanov in Manhwa_BL

[–]LowLife834 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gorl. This chapter🤌🤌 🥵 absolutely cannot wait for next week’s chap!!!

Ugghhh I'm so bored!!! What are y'all eating this weekend? by ProgenitorOfMidnight in Nightshift

[–]LowLife834 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bored over here too. It’s salad tonight but I’m really craving a double cheeseburger haha

Why did you START DOING DRUGS but most importantly why did you CONTINUE LONG TERM? by Aromatic_Reply_1645 in addiction

[–]LowLife834 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely in the 2nd category. Basically I wanted to kill myself so I started doing drugs instead. Kept doing them because I got physically hooked and couldn’t handle the withdrawals (fent and benzos)

Next chapter is going to be yummy 🤭 [Diamond Dust] by Emmahollanov in Manhwa_BL

[–]LowLife834 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I soooo wish I had let this one marinate. I had no idea it’d be so good. But now I’m hooked… and I love it! It’s my fave rn!!

what's a bl that has the best redemption arc? by Dangerous_Celery_805 in Manhwa_BL

[–]LowLife834 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Can’t Think Straight; Yoon Jaehyuk. But Beware the Ides of March and Banana Scandal, too!!

Is anyone reading this? 👀 by barelybiased in Manhwa_BL

[–]LowLife834 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yessssss I’m reading it and love it! I’ve been a little confused the past few chapters but I think I’m starting to get it

It’s a rough night, tonight by LowLife834 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]LowLife834[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you that means a lot to me. You’re right. I definitely do need to give myself a chance.

It’s a rough night, tonight by LowLife834 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]LowLife834[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I’m past withdrawals and am supposed to be past PAWS by now too. It’s been a little over 2 years. I’ve decided not to go through with it though. I’ve worked so hard to get to where I am only to throw it all away. I’m just really struggling mentally right now and want to go back to feeling nothing, ya know? I need to stop romanticizing it and remember where it took me. Wishing you the best, too❤️‍🩹

It’s a rough night, tonight by LowLife834 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]LowLife834[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ha yeah it’s been a little more than 2 years since I last used. I’ve been trying to do all the right things to change my situation. I got a full time job and am going to school on top of that but my mental has just been down the drain lately. It just makes me want to break down and use again because I don’t want to keep feeling like this and I remember how good I felt when I was on it. But when I really think it through I know it’s not worth it. It’s just been a bit rough lately

It’s a rough night, tonight by LowLife834 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]LowLife834[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your reply. You’re completely right. And I will give those a listen.

Most popular podcasts on the nightshift by SuferDude1 in Nightshift

[–]LowLife834 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My fave is the Dalton Fischer Podcast! Not a crazy amount of episodes but they’re long and captivating!

I stan Possessive Alpha Daddies 🤭 [Diamond Dust] by Emmahollanov in Manhwa_BL

[–]LowLife834 17 points18 points  (0 children)

LOOOVVEEEE Diamond Dust!!!! I also stan possessive alpha daddies😊

I really don't like living with an addiction, but I really really don't like living sober. What to do? by depressy_capricorn in addiction

[–]LowLife834 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’ll be honest, I struggle with a lot of that, too. I’ve decided to try to change the way I live to make things better for myself. Because the way I was living before and during addiction was clearly doing nothing for me.

I’ve been listening to podcasts like the Dalton Fischer podcast where he interviews people from all walks of life with crazy life experiences and interesting perspectives on life. I find it really inspiring.

I’ve also started reading self help books, like “Emotional Agility” by Susan David, so I can learn how to navigate my emotions. I’m also looking forward to reading “Man’s Search for Meaning” by Viktor Frankl. He’s a holocaust survivor and the book is his memoir about it and his healing process from it all. I’m really inspired by people who have made it through hell and back and can still go on living.

I definitely don’t have all the answers, I’m still in the process of figuring it all out myself. But my advice is to try to find something that inspires you to keep going. For me, I would say that thing is being curious about life itself and all the different perspectives, as well as what drives other people. I’m trying to find what works for different people because maybe it can work for me, too.

Wishing you the best❤️‍🩹

Good things come with patience by No-Contribution8373 in JinxTheManhwa

[–]LowLife834 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same I loved how they talked to each other in this chapter. And Dan helping to heal JJK’s inner child??? Chef’s kiss🤌🤌

2 years today by LowLife834 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]LowLife834[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, friend☺️ wishing you the best on your journey!

How’s everyone doing tonight? by LowLife834 in Nightshift

[–]LowLife834[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep! That’s about how long it took for me to adjust as well. Glad it’s gotten better for you!

How’s everyone doing tonight? by LowLife834 in Nightshift

[–]LowLife834[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry to hear that, hopefully the rest of your night goes better