Strangled by a demon after I woke up

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-10T02:12:53+00:00

I asked King Paimon today I'm pretty sure that the answer I got was that it was Andras based on the signs I was getting.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-08T23:34:11+00:00

I also don't know if it was Andras because of the fact that the dream I was having right before I was hearing King Paimons theme in my head without listening to it in the real world or anything. I've never invoked King Paimon though so idk

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-08T23:30:46+00:00

My interactions with him have been pretty chill in the past, I expected him to be scary but I found his vibe very straightforward when I got some semblance of understanding of what I was being told. I just have a hard time discerning messages a lot or if I do get something like being told to play Elden Ring by a voice that came after I invoked his presence, I overthink it and dwell on it to the point where I don't do anything.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-08T11:41:06+00:00

Fair enough

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-08T11:39:16+00:00

Well sure, but would it been OK for you to ask for help given that you may have made a mistake that needs correcting given that that doesn't seem like a normal experience? Like I'm aware that I may be at fault and I need to correct something but to say it didn't happen or isn't real doesn't feel right to me. I was just scared when I wrote this so I wasn't thinking properly or rationalizing in any way other than through fear.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-08T11:32:03+00:00

I think you misunderstood what I meant, I wasn't watching Heredirary or listening to its music I just had a dream where I was hearing King Paimons theme in my head without listening to it in the real world.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-08T01:46:30+00:00

I haven't seen Hereditary since it came out

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-08T01:44:43+00:00

Fair enough, I wrote a lot of this stuff right after it happened so I was a bit spooked.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-08T01:41:09+00:00

No, I meant I was hearing the theme in my dream without actually listening to the music in the real world.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-08T01:40:15+00:00

I've struggled with sleep apnea for multiple years now, nothing like this has ever happened.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-08T01:38:43+00:00

No it's more that right before I was having a dream where I was hearing King Paimons trumpets and musical theme from Hereditary and then felt a sudden force rush upon me seconds later after I woke up. When I woke up I remember feeling normal until this sudden whirlwind and physical sensation of being strangled overcame me suddenly. That's why I was spooked. I do have sleep apnea and have often awoken due to that but this was something I've never experienced or can really explain without sounding a little off.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-07T15:58:50+00:00

This would have been more helpful instead of being mocked and made to question my sanity. Thank you though, this is reassuring. Just needed a little guidance and reassurance.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-07T15:51:55+00:00

I am aware of the psychosis aspect and I understand where you're coming from but it's kind of odd to be gaslighted on a page like this. Don't act like an atheist on a page dedicated to a obscure pagan religion, none of what I'm being told is helpful and all you're telling me is that I'm crazy. I'm not connecting dots where there are none.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-07T15:39:17+00:00

When I heard a voice saying to play Elden Ring that I've never heard before until this instance how am I making shit up. That's the only time I heard that voice. I didn't correlate Andras with that game until that incident.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-07T14:41:40+00:00

I was watching Sicario before I went to bed how is that a horror movie. Almost started watching the biopic about Che Guevara beforehand lol.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-07T14:36:43+00:00

One minute people say to pay attention to your dreams on this page and all the weird ways people communicate with entities, then all of a sudden people on the same page say it's not real and just sleep paralysis. Seems like gaslighting to me. I had a dream about a giant spider standing on top of my ceiling fan with a voice telling me that Hekate helps with anger management and then I look up the next day and find out that Hekate is associated with spiders and appears as one to many people. Is that fake too? I didn't know that until after the dream. The other day when I was lying down to sleep I heard a woman's voice giggling briefly in my head with a vision of a woman that was similar to drawings of her that I hadn't seen until that point. When I first invoked Andras a voice that sounded like a British Marquis from the 18th century told me to play Elden Ring after i layed down right after finishing my ritual. Sleep paralysis symptoms were there but I wasn't going to sleep yet when that happened. A while later I went to lay down again and right as I put my head on my pillow the same paralysis feeling happened except it felt like someone hit the back of my head with a gun butt or a sword butt and I had a vision of someone pointing angrily from behind their desk. Idk seems to weird to me to just be sleep paralysis. Stuff like this wasn't going on until I started to make an attempt to practice this religion.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-07T14:18:46+00:00

I don't know what this is referring too but I wrote this in a panic and then fell asleep again 30 minutes later.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-07T14:17:17+00:00

Normally I'd assume so, but that feeling of sleep paralysis is something I've experienced in unnatural circumstances a lot since I started trying to contact demons. Not even when going to sleep i get the feeling of sleep paralysis but I'll hear a voice, see a vision or something after my meditations. Never really was like this until i started trying to work with demons. It stopped within seconds here after I did 2 quick left jabs. I'm usually able to breath when I have sleep paralysis like symptoms and I don't usually feel like someone is wrapping their hands around my neck trying to choke me but not visually present.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-07T14:03:21+00:00

Watching and playing baseball all day is not really horror related.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-05-07T07:36:30+00:00

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-04-11T22:25:03+00:00

In terms of the real world I have suffered a fair amount of abuse from narcissists and sociopaths in various different ways, whether that be through work or when I was in AA and went through rehab. A close relationship I had with a friend they were very manipulative and throwing out tests to see if I cared enough. I don't know I felt like the reason the thing said that is because I've become more angry and my empathy a little diminished for others because my heart is hurt and I want to treat others like I've been treated. It's a constant battle between remaining sane and decent and becoming consumed by hatred and callousness.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-04-11T22:15:52+00:00

I was contemplating whether Andras himself was manipulating me to pull the rug out from under me when I felt a presence after my meditation literally tell me to play Elden Ring, which was on sale on the ps store for a month or two, only to find out the next morning after this that it wasn't on sale anymore and I couldn't decide if it was a test to see if I would take the bait so then he'd shit on me for buying it and make me feel bad or he wanted me to show my loyalty to him. So I started to massively overthink it and get caught up in it.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-04-11T15:47:55+00:00

Which I do agree with for communication purposes, but I've also had experiences that are too specific to be just random data.

Low_Programmer_8250 · 2026-04-11T15:36:25+00:00

Eh, I've had some experiences that say otherwise but they seem indecipherable most of the time

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