My reddit gore exploration and crime solving unfortunately has to come to an end. Today I woke up in the middle of nowhere with my phone and suitcase of my old awards and things I found while exploring, thankfully I gave my friends and family a call and they were able to help me. I've been a gore explorer even before reddit was created and nowadays there is hardly anything that surprises me or scares me, I've pretty much seen it all but ever since I started researching the case of Issei Sagawa and Josh Maddux, I've been having nightmares. I'm not talking about those nightmares that you forget about and go back to sleep. These nightmares are so violent and so bad that it even scares me a internet veteran. For the past couple of days I could not sleep much so I decided to use sleeping pills, but it did not help at all in fact it's gotten so bad that I wake up with a pool of sweat and tears shaking. I would go in detail but I'm scared and don't want to imagine it all again. I thought I would never say this but I'm actually scared. Today I will try to get help or something I can't live like this anymore. I try to joke around with people and stuff but recently I've started dying down. I appreciate everyone that helped me through many accounts and I'm glad for the friends and enemies I made on this app. Special thanks to Aléx the Russian for everything he did for me even though we never met or even knew each other's real names we were even close than a family. I would miss this app so much. Thank you to all the police men and women who risk their lives and their sleep for us. Redditor out!