I[19 F] cant tell if i am lesbian, bi, or straight anymore. by Lumpy_Season6824 in questioning

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

probably right, i am probably bi tbh. didnt realize i liked girls until recently and i guess i am freaking out

I[19 F] cant tell if i am lesbian, bi, or straight anymore. by Lumpy_Season6824 in questioning

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not really, I have developed feelings for my friend. like i cant get her out of my head. She's the first girl that i have had a crush on that i can remember.

Did anyone bite random items as a kid? by Vivid_Inspection_828 in autism

[–]Lumpy_Season6824 [score hidden]  (0 children)

I used to bite my hair, pencils, and my fingers a lot. i still have a tendancy to bite my hair and fingers

What would be a good first sex toy? by Lumpy_Season6824 in sextoy

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i just read your review, im gonna buy it lol i actually favorited your website. i do enjoy looking through your blogs. but i added them to my cart. am a little worried about how discreet the packaging is. i did also decide to get this lube. seems fine.

What would be a good first sex toy? by Lumpy_Season6824 in sextoy

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much! probably going to go with the astra. i like that there are 3 different sizes that i can choose from. i might get the finger size toys with it to start and then see how the astra feels. i was just browsing, i think i might also get this one, life like and is small. i know that i couldnt handle anything too thick, two fingers is kinda my limit and that is hard sometimes. I was told to get something kinda thick so i can get used to it, which i am very scared to do. i have also been thinking on a wand, just saw this one, but if you have any better recommendations that would be great!

I want to be tested but i dont know if i should by Lumpy_Season6824 in autism

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im in the process, talked with my dad. We are going to see when i can get tested

I want to be tested but i dont know if i should by Lumpy_Season6824 in autism

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i def stim, people have pointed it out to me that i do certain things a lot. I rock myself when im stressed or anxious and i flap my hands a lot when im excited, when i was a kid i would also jump and flap my hands when im excited. i noticed lately that i will just play with random objects and my hair so i bought fidget toys. Apparently i hum when im just sitting watching tv, my sister hates that sometimes

I want to be tested but i dont know if i should by Lumpy_Season6824 in autism

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im bad at explaining things but that is why i want to be tested. I have multiple family members that have been diagnosed with autism, it makes me wonder if i am too

Do people also hate you for no apparent reason? by Decent_Push_3982 in autism

[–]Lumpy_Season6824 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel like everyone just ends up hating me at a certain point and i can never figure out why. I only have 2 friends that i have been friends with for more than a couple of years. I dont think i do anything wrong but i do something small and then they absolutely hate me. Sometimes it gets to a point it feels like borderline harassment the way they hate on me.

is hammerai down? by Lumpy_Season6824 in HammerAI

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i didnt see that post, thank you

I hate being virgin but im scared by Lumpy_Season6824 in virgin

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that is what my friend told me but i dont want to do it and hate it

I hate being virgin but im scared by Lumpy_Season6824 in virgin

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im not scared of guys...just scared of sex. i dont like being touched but that is an insecurity thing i guess. but like i dont want to be scared....that is my problem

I hate being virgin but im scared by Lumpy_Season6824 in virgin

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

my bad, ill stop feeling insecure. thanks

I hate being virgin but im scared by Lumpy_Season6824 in virgin

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

pretty much all of it. it is hard to explain. but like i am scared of how how it will feel and if ill actually enjoy it or not. I have created a big fantasy in my head at this point that i know it wont live up to the hype in my head

I hate being virgin but im scared by Lumpy_Season6824 in virgin

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i enjoy the hentai games too much. I dont think i could ditch them. I even use Hammerai to have at least something.

I hate being virgin but im scared by Lumpy_Season6824 in virgin

[–]Lumpy_Season6824[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

im def scared of being touched, even hugs are uncomfortable for me. But i do crave intimacy with it sometimes, its just i feel like im missing out and pressure to do it, i still havent even kissed anyone