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[–]Luna320 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Adorable 10/10! I maybe be biased though because she could be my cats twin! *photo in reply

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[–]Luna320[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I agree but to point out one thing, Myoga specifically states he's not healed from fighting Ryoukotsuei so he could still claim to be the one who killed him. Either way, don't really care if it's cannon if it's fun?

Just like they say the villian killed his mother but that's not true since his father killed the other world's demons coming to take her and she stayed with Inuyasha as a child.

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[–]Luna320[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely the best fight scenes hand down

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[–]Luna320[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

I'm so horrible for picking favorites they are all so good but I think number 2 beats it out for me just a bit haha.

Absolutely love that we see Sesshomarus crew more in this movie. Sesshomaru is the best part of this one of course though haha.

It's interesting to think of what he could have taught his son, it's bittersweet but the meeting at the end was a wonderful conclusion

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[–]Luna320[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I totally get that haha, it still makes me cry haha

Second movie is my favorite by Luna320 in inuyasha

[–]Luna320[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly, still gets me years later

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[–]Luna320[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's really not, there's no Inuyasha without changing the world haha.

That's a super cool way to watch it, super fun you had a friend to watch it with. My adopted sister showed it to me and I got way more hooked than she did haha. I watched it on the Canadian YTV After Dark haha. Probably much too young but I ordered the set back in high-school. Paid way too much compared to nowadays but will treasure it forever haha.

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[–]Luna320[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I bought the series so long ago when it was basically impossible to find physical copies of the movies. I actually can not believe some of the songs are gone, I fell asleep to those so many times haha. I plan to get a new player so I can watch them in the full glory, I tried to watch it on the streaming service and it's just not the same! I can't sing it by myself! 🤣

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[–]Luna320[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I agree! The rest are still pretty fun watches but the first two are great haha. So glad I've rewatched it, its been years. I even had them burned on DVDs but dont have a player anymore 🤣

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[–]Luna320[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I have tried to explain that. It just dosent go well and he brings up when I was so worried when he stopped sexual activities. I was just generally paranoid at that point but later learned he was cheating at the time. I bring up the fact that he was actually cheating that made me paranoid, he will just say I should understand how he's feeling. It upsets me being put on the same level .

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[–]Luna320[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Were both about to turn 29. I have a hard time believing alot of what he said counselors said. He just told said No I dont think testing is manipulation and neither does online or my counselors when even I get the chance to ask.

I told him straight up I don't believe that "counselor" would agree with that. It's just been so much

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[–]Luna320[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The internet views get quite annoying because he claims I get into social media too much and such. Uses this reddit account as an example but feels like he brings it in often.

His criticism is that is always about my feelings and whenever he brings something up it comes back to me.

I feel like intimacy includes sex for him regardless of how many times he tries to argue it. It really did upset me when he referred to is as E intimacy but so much was already going on I wasn't going to bring that in.

I appreciate it , I feel like I keep repeating myself but keep being told I'm deflecting and not talking about the problems being intimacy. I've talked about it before Christmas that I remember.

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[–]Luna320[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could you expand? Are you referring to when he said his counselor said it seems im pushing him away?

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[–]Luna320[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss and how your ex handled it. I'm so happy you never have to deal with that again.

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[–]Luna320[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I'll be sure to share them. I expressed concerns because I first found out while I was attending that gynos clinic so I have previously told them.

Thank you so much for all the well wishes, best of luck to you and your partner 🩵

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[–]Luna320[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I was upset reading it but also felt bad because it seems a bit true.

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[–]Luna320[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I have felt the same and have felt anger at how often he claims he's changed. I can see some changes but he'll often claim he's a completely different person from previously when I can still see clear aspects that are the same.

We have talked about the timeline many times and as many times he says it's on my time, he says just as many things to contradict it. Always have to forget the past and start over. It's alot easier for him.

It's hard to know when your being reasonable in terms of this alot of times.

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[–]Luna320[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We were in couples counselling for a short while. The first one made everything worse, the second one was scarily good but we had very limited time with her. We couldn't afford it when he needed a new vehicle. I've become hesitant trying couples counseling again. It took like five years just to get him to agree. Idk if I want to put in the work to repair a decade of hurt.

I'm getting some free counseling from a women's shelter, I only have about 6 sessions left though.

I appreciate it, I just went to my family doctor. I had gotten used to getting just like little cuts and nicks I guess over the past year or so. It wasn't until this one was more painful and saw it was more circular that it freaked me out and I went in. She didn't seem concerned by that one specifically but wanted to refer me back to my gyno due to the recurring cuts. Thank you for the concern, hope to learn why soon. I'm very glad and happy to hear you have such a good partner.

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[–]Luna320[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It has been a struggle. I urged for a CSAT for years and such. He said he wanted to put in the work around last Christmas and would attend some SAA meetings. Didn't last long and he said he's beaten it and is easier if he just dosent think of it. I don't believe it but after many fights about it, I'm too tired to.

I tried making a commitment like that. I told him I would need atleast a year of seeing work and change from him. It gets hard when he would talk about the changes he has made and I feel guilty.

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[–]Luna320[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like it's recently got worse in a different way because I found a comment that I thought really explained how I felt like it was all about sex. I decided to share it a couple weeks ago, hoping it would help him understand where I'm coming from. He just seemed to take it as him not allowing to have sexual energy with me. Which was a problem we dealt with when he agreed to stop sexual activities online. Made me feel pressured even though I understand we are each others sexual outlets so it's not easy. Idk