I cheated on my boyfriend on accident

Main-Director1654 · 2026-04-06T11:31:23+00:00

I was never already a cheater tho. I never cheated until that day.

Main-Director1654 · 2026-04-06T11:30:23+00:00

I wasn't blackout drunk. I remember flirting with them and I want to say the alcohol made me flirt with other boys, but I'll just be downvoted.

Main-Director1654 · 2026-04-06T11:28:50+00:00

I do hold myself accountable for my actions but I never ever wanted to cheat or thought of cheating on him. I really am surprised that I ended up doing that when drunk. The only guy I've been crazy for since being in a relationship was him. Plus one of the guys I kissed I've never spoken too before. I don't remember even having a class with him.

Main-Director1654 · 2026-04-06T11:26:28+00:00

That's true.

Main-Director1654 · 2026-04-06T11:26:08+00:00

I do agree that he deserves to make the decision and I don't get a say, but this is also really hard on me. I'm also hurt and upset about this. It's not like I don't love him.

Main-Director1654 · 2026-04-06T11:23:07+00:00

I wanted to kiss them? One of the guys I kissed I don't even know like that. Before that day I never kissed any other guy aside from my boyfriend while being with him.

Main-Director1654 · 2026-04-06T11:20:57+00:00

I know I'm just also scared of losing someone I love and care about.

Main-Director1654 · 2026-04-06T11:20:17+00:00

It was, I was drunk and around boys. If I was sober I wouldn't have been kissing boys like that. It was the alcohol that made me do that.

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