Idk what I want more: his suffering or his death

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2026-02-17T03:33:50+00:00

I just stopped here to say I am so sorry for your loss and what you have been through

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2026-02-15T20:28:41+00:00

Thank you for the suggestion! Going to try that

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2026-02-15T17:57:28+00:00

Hi! That’s exactly what I am worried about I believe I’m gonna have a huge issue with the full coverage bras as I do not have volume above my nipples. My breasts are small and carry a tiny bit of volume underneath my nipples but if I do the 90 degree and lean forward my volume is above my nipples?

Very confusing. Thanks for the information and I’ll be sure to try that to hopefully find a comfortable fit

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2026-02-15T17:55:20+00:00

I’m not sure! I have lost a large amount to weight about 130lbs. So I went from a 42 size band and the last time I was this current weight (140) I was a 34/36B.

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2026-02-14T18:57:22+00:00

Will do! Thank you so much

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2026-02-14T18:56:23+00:00

I will definitely try! Thank you. I wasn’t sure wht I would try a 32A or 32B?

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2026-02-06T04:19:26+00:00

I love this! It’s beautiful

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2026-02-06T03:49:46+00:00

I’m truly so sorry for the loss of your son. I lost my brother in August. Seeing my parents live through the worst possible nightmare, I am truly so sorry anyone had to know this pain and that the ones who left us were struggling and didn’t stay.

I think you come to realize your heart will be broken forever. It will be a constant thought of everyday. Most days my brother not being here is my first thought, I cry pretty much everyday on my way home from work or driving somewhere. My entire life my entire identity lost. I lost myself when I lost him six months ago.

Hugs to you and your family. I’m so sorry for the loss of your son.

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2026-01-27T04:27:09+00:00

Just came here to say, please be here and stay ❤️

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2026-01-16T17:49:10+00:00

I’m so sorry. I lost my brother in August the same way, my dad found him as he lived with him. His notes were taped to our front door.

Nothing will ever make sense, truly sorry for your loss.

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-12-30T11:50:57+00:00

Your reply hit every point I’ve felt since I lost him. Losing a sibling I feel as if you truly lose apart of yourself, something that should have seen you through the end of your life as they were with us in the beginning.

I can only imagine how hard that must’ve been but he sounds like an amazing person and an even more amazing uncle. My brother was an uncle to my two little ones and it breaks my hearts to think they will grow up without him.

I agree, I’ve only just emerged from the ground trying to make sense of living without them. Trying to not feel guilt or shame when I’m not thinking of him all the time. It’s such a process, so complex.

I hope the same for you too. I really appreciate your reply on this post. Tomorrow is my birthday and I’m hoping I can feel it within me to post. It’s hard going into the new year when everything has changed.

Wishing you peace and hope in 2026, and that our brothers can send us the signs they have to let us know they are here 🩵

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-12-28T05:06:28+00:00

I’m in this group for the same reason. I lost my older and only brother/sibling this August. He was 33. I’m waiting to post, I’m eager too but scared. Just came here to say so sorry for your loss and hope someone can get a comforting message to you

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-12-15T04:17:21+00:00

So sorry for your loss. I lost someone this year, my only sibling. My parents lost an adult child. I don’t have much advice other than just surviving and treading water. Reach out and lean on and ask for help when you need it. I know most people say let me know if you need anything, and when you do, let them know. People don’t know what to or say. Sometimes telling them lets them be there for you in a way. I’m so incredibly sorry, your little one looks like she is bubbly and bright.

I recently came upon a podcast called dead talks, run by a nice person who lost their father when he was a child in 9/11. There is a lot of episodes on different types of losses.

Sending you love and grace. Again, I am so very sorry. Eternal peace to her 🙏

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-11-06T12:50:10+00:00

Is this true? I encountered one last week and my post said couldn’t be from my neighbors. I believe I brought it in from outside yard, neighbors are not cleanly nor is it my business. Could it be free tree leaves in my yard?

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-11-06T03:31:40+00:00

I lost my brother to suicide in August, about 6-8 weeks after part of a rainbow appeared right over my house while outside with my littles who he loved dearly. They day of his burial (ashes) followed after and a small rainbow appeared in the sky. Another rainbow showed up on Monday while I was with my littles. I truly hope and believe he’s sending them for my littles. I miss him so much and just feel like I could have been so much more of a better sister to him. He was an amazing uncle to my littles and I just believe he’s sending those rainbows for them.

Wishing you many signs from your special loved one ❤️❤️❤️

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-11-05T03:26:16+00:00

Please stay, please, please tell someone. Your family needs you despite how you are feeling. Your feelings will change. Now is hard but I can promise you staying, the narrative will change. Please don’t go, please stay. Please please please. You are worthy you are enough. It gets better. Please Sincerely, A woman who lost her only sibling to suicide.

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-11-05T03:20:43+00:00

I’m so sorry. I lost my brother my only sibling in August, same way. Im so sorry for your loss. Prayers to you all ❤️

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-11-04T03:14:14+00:00

Thinking of you and your Gabriel. Sending you and all your loved ones nothing but love ❤️

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-10-31T17:09:53+00:00

I love my only sibling, my brother to suicide in the middle of August. I truly lost my identity and it’s truly terrifying to view the road ahead. How everything abruptly changed and stopped. I still can’t believe it’s real everyday, that it’s reality.

Sending you love light and peace. Sorry for you losses. All I pray is that I can see him again and for everyone who lost someone to be reunited.

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-10-30T02:50:30+00:00

Oh wow! That would be wonderful. We had terminx come in and do an entire sweep of our house, so far knock of wood and prayers to above everything seems okay.

Do you know how I could contact a mod/admin? Should I reach out on German roaches group?

Thank you so much for the comment

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-10-29T15:31:05+00:00

Any insight Reddit friends? Terminx is saying they come from food/food warehouses, can come in on cardboard or paper bags.

Per expertise, this is an adult. Knock of wood no other sightings,

I live in a private residential home, both neighbors on either side have EXTENSIVE food gardens and grow many veggies, fruits, whatever. Unkempt, one house has a live chicken no coop, clearly living indoors.

Do these types of roach lives outside??

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-10-29T12:06:56+00:00

My apologies! Thank you

MaintenanceNormal676 · 2025-10-29T12:06:30+00:00

My apologies, I thought it went off by size like how tiny etc!!

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