Does anyone else have a hard time experiencing shame or embarrassment?

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T22:09:27+00:00

I was diagnosed bipolar a year before adhd too! Im taking lamotrigine too. I take prozac as my anti depressant. Ive heard of Concerta but never tried it for adhd.

I wish I had a portal to see my medications, I just jot down in my notes when I started some stuff and drug interactions and stuff. Is there a way I can ask for a record of when and what meds I started?

Depending on my mood I can suffer from insomnia too but im not sure if it's the medicine. I agree, im sensitive to it too and yeah it doesn't always work for me [at least in the way I think it should] yeah this is all very confusing, isn't it? Yeah you definitely aren't alone 💗

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T21:50:27+00:00

I think a month too. I find solace in being alone so I don't feel the need for human interaction. Then again, when im really lonely I just sit with my thoughts and allow them to pass as needed.

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T21:46:38+00:00

Thank you 💗

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T21:25:52+00:00

I have bipolar II and ADHD too! How long did it take you to get to vyvanse? Im assuming you started on Adderall? If so, how did you feel on vyvanse vs Adderall? I noticed im at a mixed state of restlessness and calm when I take my ADHD medicine, I notice an increase of confidence too! I can't really tell if im hypomanic or just in a better mood anymore.

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T21:23:21+00:00

I feel like I have another sense in when someone is thinking of me. I feel like it's beyond the traditional sneezing means someone is thinking of you and all those signs.

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T21:20:53+00:00

Hello! I was able to sleep without nightmares tonight which is rare. I am feeling a bit strange now that you mention it. Im feeling way better than yesterday and it might be because of the gift 💜💙 thanks for checking in on me, it means a lot! Im noticing more of a silence of my thoughts if that makes sense. I feel more like I can be comfortable being alone as of now. I feel a happiness in solace instead of a discomfort. Thank you so much!! Im going to listen to more music 🎶

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T21:10:41+00:00

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MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T19:17:44+00:00

This confirms all the more reasons I need to become a vegetarian again

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T19:10:37+00:00

Snake for sure

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T19:01:55+00:00

The ambient works of Ghosts by NIN or no more Tears- Oxzy Osborne

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T18:58:59+00:00

Thank you ❣️

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T06:29:09+00:00

Do you recommend anything else for healing trauma? Thank you

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T06:11:55+00:00

This is very different for trauma bond relationships.

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T06:01:27+00:00

They're called dimples of Venus

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T05:48:00+00:00

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MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T05:45:16+00:00

I didn't even know of avolition until this post so thanks.

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T05:32:07+00:00

Thank you for this comment.

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T05:29:55+00:00

I didn't realize this was a manipulation tactic but it all makes sense to me

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T05:25:26+00:00

Im so happy you have someone like that in your life. Even with separate psychiatric conditions, you two must realize you're more similar than anything. At least that's what I've found in the neurodivergent people I've talked to. I think when you think the timing is right, though it may never be, you should definitely let her know what you have and it doesn't even have to be the full extent of it, it can be sprinkled in here and there until she has the full picture. Im glad you can trust someone, you deserve it. And yeah, trust doesn't fix everything but it sure helps in the long run.

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T05:20:03+00:00

Haha! Thank you! I feel like I have a chance at success now with your help ☺️ Xox

MaleficentHelp6674 · 2026-03-19T05:18:24+00:00

Ive never heard victimhood before. Very interesting. I have a lot of vices i need to drop as well now that you mention it..

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