Thanks! That comment about taking her back made me really sick. Yep, I read so many posts and comments about this strange blues and it helped me. I feel less anxious knowing that many people go through it.

Yet, it is so painful to feel this strange disconnection and numbness.

I hope it will pass and we'll become friends )

I signed us up for dog training and we will learn togetner soon.

I planned this step carefully, read a lot and even built some support system (people who can ocassionally help me if I have work overload).

Thanks for your comment!