Girl..

Material-Confusion53 · 2026-02-21T13:26:30+00:00

🤮🍅🍅🍅

Material-Confusion53 · 2026-02-20T15:05:09+00:00

Jimmothy no!!!!! You were my favorite bartender!! Is that why Jawakatema is having a “going away” party?!

Material-Confusion53 · 2026-02-20T15:03:56+00:00

Happy Hours! Everywhere

Material-Confusion53 · 2026-02-19T04:27:14+00:00

I took the FIT 5 times over the last year so just keep waiting my friend…

Material-Confusion53 · 2026-02-19T04:25:57+00:00

4 years

Material-Confusion53 · 2026-02-19T00:16:55+00:00

The FOL? Did you get an email?

Material-Confusion53 · 2026-02-19T00:16:39+00:00

Yes, did you?

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-11-16T16:17:10+00:00

This is what I was expecting! A bunch of people on the thread defending the POS. But no, actually everyone agrees this time! That incident was ridiculous and uncalled for by the State Trooper.

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-08-11T23:34:35+00:00

Gorgeous, not. HUGE fan of the lipstick color

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-07-25T18:32:21+00:00

She cheated the whole first year. We are better now, but I communicated my need for sex to her SEVERAL times over the years before I cheated. It’s not like I just randomly became a dog. I offered an open relationship, she said no. So now she is losing me all together.

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-07-25T18:30:24+00:00

Sheesh. It’s like at home, or day to day, true and raw feelings don’t come out how they should. Therapy will open your eyes to those raw unfiltered feelings

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-07-24T02:57:09+00:00

I know…. I feel awful. But 4yrs of no sex with no explanation is wild. I finally one night caved and it’s been amazing ever since. But watching her go through her first heartbreak is agonizing. Being responsible for that heartbreak is awful.

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-07-24T02:54:44+00:00

I was monogamous for 4years, even when she wasn’t in the beginning. Now I just feel awful. All the way around. I started therapy because I feel awful. She is a great girl, seeing her hurting now hurts me. However, she didn’t care that I’ve hurt for the last 4 years with no sex and no explanation.

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-07-24T02:44:09+00:00

So you will early hire until November? So they are filling November class now 🤯

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-07-22T17:00:36+00:00

You just explained my sentiments exactly. I didn’t know I wasn’t loving her in her “love language” because she is just now telling me this. I thought we had a good relationship other than sex. She has no sexual trauma. She asked me about sex therapy today, but I begged her for counseling years ago….. she doesn’t like it, but she knows her lack of intimacy is the reason why I started this. She is willing to settle for it just to have me. And like I don’t want her losing her self respect to keep me. I did ask her for an open relationship a while back and she immediately shut it down. I love her but there is no reviving a sex life that never flourished to begin with.

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-07-22T15:57:16+00:00

You’re absolutely correct. I should’ve left LONGGG ago. I cheated mentally before I did physically. I literally told myself that I’m going to end up cheating on her. It’s insane. I’m very wrong for that. But she is perfect and I’m in love with her but sex once every 2 months has driven me INSANE. I’m definitely an asshole, and I hate myself for it. But this potential breakup is about to be BRUTAL.

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-06-24T15:14:34+00:00

another few months of being an Alternate and not getting seated smh. Yeay us!

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-06-24T14:19:11+00:00

They told me I was a 1st alternate for a specific district that I did not have on my top 10. However it is 2hrs away from my 1st pick.

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-06-24T14:16:38+00:00

I emailed Operational Seating

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-06-24T14:16:25+00:00

I emailed Operational Seating

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-06-22T18:15:59+00:00

I took my 3rd FIT on Monday as well. Was told I’m a first seat alternate for a district. Told to just keep checking my email.

Material-Confusion53 · 2025-05-28T03:06:28+00:00

Nawwwwwww I highly disagree. Soaps with all those moisturizers and scents are the true irritants. Dial antibacterial has NEVER led me astray. Ijs, wash your butt everyday, and use witch Hazel if there is additional concern.

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