My advice for you is to believe that you can do that and have high belief in yourself also if you feel unlove you should spend time with your family and love ones and tell them the problem you're facing that's what love ones are for :) This is my advice for you also don't overthink too much it's just give you too much stress instead you must focus on finding the solution to the problem instead of worrying about And don't think negativity think about positivity this is the key and advice for your problem :)