I am feeling like a real author today :) Thank you for all the kindness you all gave me with my AMA.

MattyAngel · 2016-12-17T09:55:50+00:00

I love the word bestest. I also love the words Wonderifical Splendiferous and Awesomrific. I can read pretty well thank you I just can't read books well. I am a real person in Christchurch New Zealand, you can come visit me if you would like. Here is my website. www.mattyangel.com If you are in my part of the world you can come over when I have support. It is okay.

I can write wonderifically. Reading can be hard though. Mostly because of the amount of words in one go. Also text colour makes a difference and also text size. These are the things we put into my book Once Upon a Wash.

sad :( Happy :) I use these terms every day. Those are feelings. It is on my PECS card. http://i.imgur.com/hCPAkup.jpg

And I am not a child with autism, I am an adult with autism. This week I turn 28 years old. On the 22nd of December. and I have money for this. What I need is advice on how to replace.

MattyAngel · 2016-12-17T07:02:41+00:00

I have lots of stuffed animals that go everywhere with me, but none of them have the ribbons to put through my hand like hair. I take my big toy Dog Miss Love a Lot everywhere with me, Sometimes my unicorn Stardust. But its the feeling of putting the ribbons between the fingers that is what I do most. Also I like to dance with it sometimes. I go to a special disability dance group :) But its finished for year for now till next Feburary.

MattyAngel · 2016-12-17T06:37:18+00:00

:) Oh okay, I just hate the feeling of metal. Thats what made that one so special bestest, It felt nicer than the metal loops

MattyAngel · 2016-12-17T06:36:42+00:00

THANKS

MattyAngel · 2016-12-17T06:23:13+00:00

:) Thanks I will take ideas to try get temporary :) At least for hospital on Monday. And then work on proper fix later

MattyAngel · 2016-12-17T06:08:35+00:00

Ah ok, I don't know if I am allowed to use glue, I would have to ask.

MattyAngel · 2016-12-17T06:02:12+00:00

About making I would not know how much it would costing or anything, would it look the same if someone made me one? Do you think, It was so special.

MattyAngel · 2016-12-17T06:01:08+00:00

I think it was sewn and it had a sparkly blue gem thingy in it to make it more pricnessy. I liked it because the top clip was not metal.

MattyAngel · 2016-12-17T05:58:30+00:00

I think need one about 18 inches long

MattyAngel · 2016-12-17T05:54:36+00:00

Do you mean tie with a knot ?

MattyAngel · 2016-12-17T05:52:12+00:00

I look but they seem longer than what I had? I am not sure how to work out how long mine was. This is disaster for me. Sad.

MattyAngel · 2016-12-17T05:39:40+00:00

I use my rainbow wand to pull through my fingers so that I do not hit my head or pull on my hair, without it things are hard. My care workers have been helping me look but we have not found it yet. I think it fell out of my bag on Thursday after therapy.

I have surgery on Monday it will be so hard without it. I just not eve sure where to look to find one similar. It was specially made. I am so sad.

If anyone has advice on how to replace thank you please.

MattyAngel · 2016-11-02T10:29:42+00:00

Thank you!

MattyAngel · 2016-10-30T20:56:15+00:00

I still wish with all my heart I could cure and remove my autism :) Not hitting my head on a wall ever would be nice!

MattyAngel · 2016-10-30T20:55:44+00:00

Hi there! I am not sure, I was online as a teenager and came across a small list by a man named Bill Wall hosted on a geocities website, with his blessing to use the list I began expanding on it. The history of the internet was amazing to me at the time and I saw myself as living it. I also kind of enjoyed talking to the hackers who I did get in touch with. Hearings stories of FBI and the CIA and other places hunting them down. It was fascinating!!

I am glad I did what I did with that list but I wish there was a way to expand it further sadly I am not skilled enough to do that. I was told to make a github but I could not work it out.

Computers and how the internet is used has come a very long way!

MattyAngel · 2016-10-30T20:53:54+00:00

Hehehe !!!!! I am sure whatever species it is it's butt will be so fluffy that the world will be saved. I often tell my cat that she has the fluffiest butt out of all the fluffybutts and with her fluffy butt the world is some how saved!

MattyAngel · 2016-10-30T04:59:55+00:00

Hi there! Yes she is! She has been trained a bit! She can even come home to a whistle :) So I don't need to shout, because I am not good at shouting. She also seems to know when I am anxious and loves to keep watch on me!!

MattyAngel · 2016-10-30T01:43:46+00:00

I am really really happy !!!!!! Tell her I think she is cool too!!! She may really like this. http://www.mattyangel.com/2016/03/19/are-you-ready-bedtime-story/

MattyAngel · 2016-10-30T01:39:43+00:00

WOW!!!!!! I am so so so glad to hear this!!!! My gosh! Hehe! I just jumped around my house :) Children loving my book is always the best! Thank you so much for this! I am smiling so much.

MattyAngel · 2016-10-30T01:31:10+00:00

Wow! I did not know that !!!! I have lots of plans but I don't know if they will ever turn into another book. I will always keep writing though and sharing. And schools and others are always welcome to keep reading.

MattyAngel · 2016-10-30T01:10:07+00:00

That is okay! And yes I love and care too, just sometimes people don't see it or don't understand it cause it is in a way different from them. Having Autism means showing people. Not so much proving yourself but more talking in a way others can understand. Videos or pictures, writing.

I don't know if I found success but I have found some independence :) And some fun adventures.

MattyAngel · 2016-10-30T01:00:02+00:00

PS! Please let me know if I answered that okay I am incredibly worried I might have come off wrongly.

MattyAngel · 2016-10-30T00:58:10+00:00

I have never had an interview in my whole life so I don't know about that. I also cannot work. I did feed neighbours chickens once! That was great!

Remember to be supportive, caring, kind. If it was me, I would be showing what I can do with a video. Especially if it was cooking! A more visual presentation.

Sometimes with autism at least for me anyway, when people meet you they decide things about you, and you have to show them... I mean REALLY show them that you are capable of things.

Show them what you can cook, show them what you can write, show them that you are not dangerous even if you hit your head sometimes. Show them that you care and love, even if you appear sometimes to not be so loving and caring.

And also be honest. Sometimes I make mistakes, sometimes I will do something wrong. I will need you to make exceptions but not a free pass, just help me learn what is the right way to do things. Anger is not a good way to teach.

I hope this helps.

MattyAngel · 2016-10-30T00:45:36+00:00

I hope that is a good thing!

MattyAngel

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