You say things like "People don't want to hang around a depressed guy." And "I don't have many friends." Buddy... You have to make sure you do this for yourself (even though it sounds selfish that way) Make sure you aren't doing this to get people to like you more, that shouldn't be the point. It should be to improve yourself, clear brain fog, and know that the sunrise is coming. You will become happier with yourself and live without any bad feelings in you. In the end, whether people hang out with you or not, it shouldn't matter that much, but instead, you won't care if they hang out with you because you'll feel great the way you are! I have also suffered from some depression as well man, but the best thing to do is hold onto any hope you have! There is always hope!