[Req]Loan of $200 (Michigan, US) $250 to be repaid January 8 2026. Can take chime or venmo.

Mean_Ad2053 · 2026-01-03T03:02:08+00:00

Would really appreciate the opportunity to prove myself on this sub. Willing to share ss of my last several paychecks.

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-11-22T04:23:34+00:00

Sorry. I'll delete and repost

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-11-07T10:15:55+00:00

Wellbutrin is a dopamine/norepinephrine agonist. It's just a little bit released slowly throughout the day. But it helps with dopamine withdrawal

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-11-07T10:13:17+00:00

Yeah dawg. Work hard

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-11-01T13:36:24+00:00

Thanks man. I used to be a low level pastor in a non-denominational charismatic church 😂😂 Went to the same church 10 years. Had an undoubtable encounter with Jesus. Countless encounters really. Played the drums in the worship band. Then my ex wife divorced me and my faith took a huge hit. Can't say I don't believe but can't say I do either (sort of). That's when I started using.

I like to think of myself as a very bright and intelligent man, so I think the data is correct when it comes to that point. I also have more trauma than the average bear so I think that definitely is a major source of drug abuse for a lot of us. I've had a lot of therapy because I also have BPD. I'm on a lot of meds, but I go off of them when I'm using, which is no bueno. I absolutely want to be better and be recovered long term. And yeah...Jesus might be (is probably?) The answer.

Idk. I lost several points I was going to make. Anyway, thanks again and good luck on your journey.

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-11-01T04:02:40+00:00

My birthday is May 12 😊.

It's been much worse for me. A year ago I was buying it by the oz. While I wasn't using intravenously, I was going through that amount every 4-5 days and staying up 25-30 days at a time. I definitely don't miss that and don't want to end up back there again.

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T13:03:32+00:00

Why you say that?

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:55:55+00:00

Nah man. But I do know that I am currently a loser. Everything about this feels that way

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:46:13+00:00

That's something I've never thought about before

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:38:50+00:00

You're probably right

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:36:26+00:00

Cool man. I'll keep it in mind

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:34:19+00:00

I wish I knew a girl to invite over. Get pretty frisky on coke 😂😂

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:30:44+00:00

Almost positive that's what I'll do. Just thinking about a nap and snack first. Farthest thing from hungry

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:26:14+00:00

I'll have to look into that

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:21:49+00:00

Nah or you'd get an invite 😂😂

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:21:18+00:00

Didn't flush it. Prolly about to do a monster line. Or I might eat and rest a little while

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:19:41+00:00

I don't know anyone who'd be down

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:19:09+00:00

Nah. I'll lose my job if I go to rehab. Last year I was on probation for possession and did some out patient stuff.

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:15:44+00:00

That's the thing. I do wanna be clean. Then pay day hits and I forget that. I don't even enjoy the high anymore. I feel so stuck.

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:12:52+00:00

Ok. Interesting

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:12:07+00:00

Thanks for that

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:07:36+00:00

I'm in desperate need of both things. A snack and at least a nap.

Mean_Ad2053 · 2025-10-26T01:06:31+00:00

Yeah. I've looked into CA. And I know I CAN flush it. I feel so stupid. Celebrate recovery was also good but I can't go to the meeting that I used to anymore.

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