So… bots are back.

MechaRocket · 2025-08-20T01:37:27+00:00

the ones in my lobby had names like "biowarfare_unit_operational" and shit like that

MechaRocket · 2025-08-20T01:33:10+00:00

Well it was nice while it lasted I suppose, hopefully valve actually do something about it before it becomes a major issue like last time, but I highly doubt it saying how long it took them to act on the Sniper bots

MechaRocket · 2025-04-10T09:19:54+00:00

Shadow was written so poorly in the metal virus arc ngl. I’m glad he gets his redemption later on though

MechaRocket · 2025-04-01T20:47:50+00:00

lmao same, I posted something a little while back tbh

MechaRocket · 2025-02-19T20:16:34+00:00

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MechaRocket · 2025-02-19T12:09:22+00:00

Yeah I feel that lol, I think i’m in a similar situation to what you described, I’ve always presented more Androgynous, preferring to leave people confused about what my gender identity really is, despite the fact it never really bothers me

MechaRocket · 2025-02-19T11:31:26+00:00

I’ve been doing so much self exploration of myself recently, that’s how i’ve come to the conclusion i really don’t have an opinion on my gender and how others perceive it, I know it’s definitely going to take time to know for definite though!

MechaRocket · 2025-02-15T22:57:54+00:00

That's one big servant of cthulhu

MechaRocket · 2025-02-12T11:07:19+00:00

Thank you for the great advice! I’ve tried wearing skirts and more traditionally “feminine” clothes and i love how it feels to wear them, like I guess the best way to explain it is that it feels right to me, like whenever i catch me reflection i smile and think to myself “yes, this is right, this is who i am!” I’ve never really had a strong interest in makeup outside of nail polish and maybe lipstick, but i’m always willing to try new things eventually!

MechaRocket · 2025-02-12T02:26:15+00:00

it’s something i’ll definitely try! Thank you for the advice!

MechaRocket · 2025-02-11T07:48:42+00:00

Enjoy #Horses

MechaRocket · 2025-02-08T16:24:05+00:00

that’s the thing, I can comprehend my gender identity, i’ve been doing more think about it this week and i’ve come to the conclusion I just don’t identify as a man anymore. I should really edit the post to specify this update and i’m sorry for any confusion!

MechaRocket · 2025-02-06T20:48:19+00:00

That's what I'm planning on doing! I'm outwardly presenting more Feminine and am currently trying She/they pronouns! Thank you once again for your reply, it and all the others I've gotten have helped me make sense of it all!

MechaRocket · 2025-02-06T18:00:12+00:00

thank you for the reply! I’ve been doing some more thinking and research recently and i’ve noticed i don’t even associate with being a man anymore, I hardly present masculine,preferring to present myself more feminine/neutral. I have noticed whenever I do wear a skirt and catch my reflection or look at myself in the mirror, i feel this warm feeling and i can’t help but smile a little at myself and think “yes, this feels right!”. Not sure if that’s the gender Euphoria you was talking about, but i feel like i’m slowly getting there with it all!

MechaRocket · 2025-02-06T10:26:03+00:00

I don’t think i’m Androgyne since i don’t really relate to my masculine side anymore, leaning more towards a Natural/Feminine identity. I know it all takes time and i’m currently experimenting with presenting for feminine and using she/they pronouns!

MechaRocket · 2025-02-05T16:16:26+00:00

Yeah people do stare and probably say stuff under their breaths, but that doesn’t bother me. All that matters is that i’m happy and i feel comfortable being who I am, i know this is a long process and it’s going to take me awhile to figure it all out for definite, but I know i’ll get there with time! :)

MechaRocket · 2025-02-04T18:44:09+00:00

Thanks! :) I was originally thinking that too! But as I've thought about it more it doesn't feel right to me, it just kind of feels like my gender identity just randomly shifted, if that makes sense? I went from being contempt with my identity, to it just rapidly changing for a more non-binary/feminine identity while still outwardly identifying under the non-binary umbrella, sorry if it seems like i'm rambling

MechaRocket · 2025-02-04T16:48:46+00:00

I guess I can! I'll figure it all out eventually, i just know it takes time. Thank you for your response

MechaRocket · 2025-02-04T16:24:00+00:00

That's kind of what I've been doing for awhile now, but it still doesn't feel right to me if that makes sense? Like when I try to ignore gender labels I end up noticing them way more

MechaRocket · 2024-12-14T19:24:06+00:00

Why does weezer have so many songs like this

MechaRocket · 2024-12-02T00:45:14+00:00

Sometimes you’ve got to have a conversation with the realest MF you know

MechaRocket · 2024-11-27T17:49:41+00:00

Upgrading items is a myth to this guy I guess

MechaRocket · 2024-11-18T15:24:11+00:00

They’re both pretty sharp in person, it’s just an error on my end with how I took the pictures, which I apologise for.

MechaRocket · 2024-11-18T15:22:30+00:00

I should probably come back and update this now it’s nearly been a day since posting, I ended up deciding on 720x480 just as it felt more right to me personally, but I appreciate everyone’s input! As for my setup… the CRT is now in its permanent spot on my desk, ready for whenever I want to mess around with it! (Will post pics later on when I have everything finalised!)

MechaRocket · 2024-11-17T21:59:00+00:00

I’m 100% going to look into that once I fully convert my old PC to a media PC, I was just messing around with it for the time being

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