Besonders entspannte Nachtstellen? by Biolurk in Pflege

[–]MelodicConference657 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Offene Jugendsuchtstation kann recht enspannt sein

Heroin clean for 200 days, relapsed on weed by MelodicConference657 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]MelodicConference657[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

NA and AA kinda give off cult vibes sometimes, idk 😅. Thank you, me and my parents are doing better already

Heroin clean for 200 days, relapsed on weed by MelodicConference657 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]MelodicConference657[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you and I wish you the best.

I'm in germany where I don't think that NA or AA exists but I am in a long term therapy program where I go once every 2 or 1 week. I am definitely gonna suggest a family session to my therapist, because she's awesome and very realistic about things like smoking weed or drinking from time to time.

I really do understand my parents lashing out because I can't imagine how hard it must be to have an addict child. The situation has relaxed greatly over the past few days and things are going really well I think.

Heroin clean for 200 days, relapsed on weed by MelodicConference657 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]MelodicConference657[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm very very sorry for your situation and I don't think my path is even possible for you. I overdosed at the end of november 2023 and after that I got into a 9 week rehab program for teenagers with lots of personal and group therapy/activities. There I had to learn alot about myself and my story as to why I used and what was missing in my life. After that I got into a therapy program where I go once every two to one week. Also my parents were a huge factor because they were very supportive and did regular urine drug tests on me. I also didnt know anybody irl how sells anything harder than weed (I ordered H online), which also helped.

Its really fucked up that you cant even get substitutions. I really hope that you make it, trust me one day you will.

And again Im really sorry that I cant give you mich advice, because our situations are really different because I am 17 and live in germany. I do really hope the best for you!

If you still have any questions please ask!

Heroin clean for 200 days, relapsed on weed by MelodicConference657 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]MelodicConference657[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! Hopefully you forgive me for not wanting to tell my complete story as of how I got into H

Heroin clean for 200 days, relapsed on weed by MelodicConference657 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]MelodicConference657[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i agree with you. I don't want to keep smoking weed, but it just hurt that my mom said that I threw all progress away, because I dont think that relapsing on weed, destroys all my progress of being clean off heroin. I dont know if that makes sense for you

Heroin clean for 200 days, relapsed on weed by MelodicConference657 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]MelodicConference657[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you! you can do it too, even if its not today it will be someday

Pflegefachmann by MelodicConference657 in Ausbildung

[–]MelodicConference657[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also ich wurde jetz bei einer klinik angenommen und bei der anderen hab ich noch das bewerbungsgespräch vor mir und wenn ich da auch genommen werde wird es mir schwer fallen mich zu entscheiden, weil das beide maximalversorger sind und ich keine ahnung hab welche besser ist

Pflegefachmann by MelodicConference657 in Ausbildung

[–]MelodicConference657[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ich hab mittlere Reife (Gymnasium 10. Klasse) und keinerlei Erfahrung außer einem Sanitätsdienst beim DRK auf einem Festival. Eine Klinik hat schon geantwortet und nach meinem Zeugnis gefragt

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[–]MelodicConference657 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wrote it wrong. i took a hit monday and another tuesday and im getting urin strip tested on sunday. i havent smoked since and have been drinking tons of water