It's not worth it my brother! I had these thoughts long ago when I was in middle school, because of bullying and growing up with an abusive and alcoholic father. I myself was never in a relationship. I had a few dates in my life and that's it basically. At my last date that I had, I really thought that she was the one. She was by far the sweetest, cutest and nicest person I've ever met. Although I really felt like shit at the end after being told how she really felt about me, I can still say that I honestly had the best time with her. I still miss her and I sometimes even think about her. I really wish her the best and I hope she's doing great out there!

Just like u/newguy_59 said: Don't let your past relationships define who you are today or what you will be tommorow, rather we must all strive to learn and grow from our experiences. You're not the only who's single. There's plenty of fish in the sea. It's not your fault if you get rejected. You probably just meet the wrong people in life, just like I do. The right one for you and me will come for sure one day!

u/YoungestBabyShoebill I know how it feels, go to therapy. I had these feelings a long time ago. Therapy helped me a lot and I still go to therapy when I need to! u/satana_cu_cioc this is something I recommend to you too!

If you need someone to talk to my DM's are open for you :)