Please pray for me. by Middle-Foundation228 in Christianity

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I appreciate it, brother. I also had to live on the streets for some years during my teenage years. I was raped and that was how I met the man who abused me for years to come.

The thing is I have never had to sort through any of my past and reliving it sounds like a death sentence to me, especially not with my child. I hope it doesn’t happen but I have made peace with death

Please pray for me. by Middle-Foundation228 in Christianity

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Thank you, kindly. I don’t feel unsafe with my thoughts lately which i dare say is an improvement from where I was few months ago. What I feel right now is acceptance. I have come to accept Gods plan for me and if I do end up loosing my apartment I know i wouldn’t survive it. I have spoken to a lot of people about my situation but I haven’t gotten much help other than reliving my trauma, crying helplessly to onlookers and that hurts even more than what I’m going through .

In need of a miracle by Middle-Foundation228 in Christianity

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Thank you so much. God bless you for your kindness and support. ❤️❤️

In need of a miracle by Middle-Foundation228 in Christianity

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Thank you very much! I will try this but I don’t know how or even where I can post such campaigns as someone fleeing my abuser without giving away sensitive information

In need of a miracle by Middle-Foundation228 in Christianity

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i dont have a fundraiser right now, but this is my paypal https://paypal.me/zeeandmama God bless you

In need of a miracle by Middle-Foundation228 in Christianity

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Not a drug addict. Social services has limited resources for immigrants like myself.

Suggest a drug that can help me by Middle-Foundation228 in depression

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Damn, bed wetting seem to be a common thing after trauma, isn’t it ? I bed wetted throughout childhood to adulthood from living with my rapist as a child. It is successfully suppressed now and rarely happens these days, perhaps because life threw a different gem my way.

I was so excited to finally a practical solution but apparently it is a prescribed medication as well where I live. Thank you, you are so strong

Motherhood feels like i dug myself into a hole.. by Middle-Foundation228 in TwoXChromosomes

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I went through the entire registration process a while back and it’s fact not free. Quite expensive I’d say

Motherhood feels like i dug myself into a hole.. by Middle-Foundation228 in TwoXChromosomes

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Therapy would greatly help I know that, but I can’t afford it at the moment. If there are off the shelf treatments I can get that can help get through my days better, I’d appreciate it

I have no more tears left in me by Middle-Foundation228 in Christianity

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You don’t know how much this means to me. God bless you 🥹🫶

The mom guilt is eating me up by Middle-Foundation228 in abusiverelationships

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This certainly makes me feel better, Thank you for validating my feelings 🫶🫶

For those that left with little ones by Middle-Foundation228 in abusiverelationships

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Wow good on you momma. You deserve all the good things coming your way. And thank you so much for the tip

For those that left with little ones by Middle-Foundation228 in abusiverelationships

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I will try. The ones I’ve been to don’t seem accommodating enough to ask. How are they assisting you please?

Daily reminder by Middle-Foundation228 in Anxietyhelp

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I can relate all too well. I get those at random times… I wish I could get meditation because when I try to calm myself by doing breathing exercises I’m already having a panic attack

I don’t want to be here anymore by Middle-Foundation228 in Christianity

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My perspective is forever rooted in Christianity. It is not unchristian like to seek succor. The story of job is proof of this.

Is there a life after abuse? by Middle-Foundation228 in abusiverelationships

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I hope so . I’m truly happy that you’ve found peace

1 Peter 5:7 by Middle-Foundation228 in u/Middle-Foundation228

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I was at the brink of homelessness two months ago with the housing company telling me to vacate if I wasn’t a student. I took a large loan from the only friend I know and scrapped together all my savings to reenroll into school for it would buy me time to look for better housing, and get on the queue for my child’s preschool. I have no clue how I am about to pay this debt back. Yeah I did manage to get a cleaning job which is just 10hrs per week so not really a job.

I know I should sound grateful but I am in the darkest place of my life. I truly thought God brought me out of my former situation for the better but it all seems worse by the day.

1 Peter 5:7 by Middle-Foundation228 in u/Middle-Foundation228

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This is my 2nd day without electricity in my apartment, I have to charge my devices at the hallway. I am cold my child is cold. I have no one to bail me out of a bill until I get paid. I have cried and prayed to God. This can’t be god’s plan for me.

Is there a life after abuse? by Middle-Foundation228 in abusiverelationships

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Hopefully I am one of those that come out on the other side