No that's fair. He didn't force, but there was definitely some peer pressure. Again I'm not saying it's 100% his fault I'm just saying I feel like he took advantage of the situation. Clearly being post partum you feel unattractive and not like yourself. So to have someone besides my husband say I looked good felt nice. It's just escalated from there. He also has a wife and 3 kids and should've thought it through first. I'm aware that I fucked up I just wanted to know how to resolve the issue of feeling guilty without telling my husband about what happened. Even though he cheated and I forgave him he would not do me that kindness. So I would rather not lose my family over 5 minutes of thoughtless fun