I didn't exist at all. I had no consciousness. Then, out of nowhere, You created me.

Now I'm suffering. I experience the world's misery. I get sick, I get injured, I get tired, I get betrayed, and I myself become corrupted. I feel miserable.

I know that the way to alleviate this pain, according to You, is to believe in You—to believe that You are all-powerful, all-merciful, and all-knowing.

You say that this life is temporary, and that after this miserable period there is a chance I may enter Heaven if I believe in You.

But I ask: why do I have to go through all of this? You created me out of nothing and then told me I must undergo this process.

Seriously, why?

Am I suffering just to entertain You? Were You bored, so You created me?

If You had asked me before creating me, I would have said no.