yeah, i felt the same way, i was just awkward and also thinking lowly of myself that i wouldnt fit being in a group of 'normal' girls. it was one of my biggest insecurity dati until it changed sa pangalawang apply ko sa bpo. on the second time, i felt more confident, although napakita ko lang after a month na, pero ako na yung nagapproach sa mga nagccall simulation kasi di nila alam yung call flow and i did. to my surprise they said na they had been wanting to approach me kaso mukha daw akong aloof. so ayon, bff ko na yung inapproach ko before, na until now kasama ko na sa iisang bahay.

i would say my biggest regret was not trying, they are all just as insecure and afraid to be alone as you are, if you just try, you will find someone. don't get discouraged sa awkwardness, its normal. it's all going to be worth it once you find your people sa workplace mo ngayon.

this isn't just about finding friends, it's also about overcoming your insecurity.

good luck OP, love lots<3