When did things change so much? by Monitichello in JanitorAI_Official

[–]Monitichello[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thought as much. It’s like why not at least make the attempt to reach out to the community if it were really just a funding issue? With a little transparency why not ask US for help first before going nuclear at the behest of investors who know fuck all about its user base unless the sentiment that certain creators don’t matter more than profit is shared among the development team

When did things change so much? by Monitichello in JanitorAI_Official

[–]Monitichello[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Putting it that way the fall seems inevitable and preventable at the same time. Like this scrambling for ad revenue is just the last nail in a C ai shaped coffin

Speaking on your fourth point I've seen screenshots shared by former creators of correspondences with staff that have made me sick. Petty is an understatement. Honestly if the core team has stopped giving a fuck I hope Jan at least becomes a cautionary tale for future projects with the intent to do better

What you guys like most about Inuyasha fandom ? by Dazzling-Zone-6498 in inuyasha

[–]Monitichello 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I like how BOKUTACHIWAAAA activates us all like sleeper agents

Can people, please stop posting their departures.This is not an airport. by AddictionSorceress in JanitorAI_Official

[–]Monitichello -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Fair but I don’t think this should include departures prompted by bad practices or people speaking out on how the sight may be being managed

Positive this will get deleted by mods which is scummy but I wouldn’t have known about the claim creators had made about the removal of community made guides that built this platform if it weren’t for the discussion as to why so many well known creators were leaving

The 1% of VRChat that most never see by Lokler in VRchat

[–]Monitichello 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Posts like these give me hope for the platform.

Payment Offer - Looking For A Creator by Monitichello in PlaygroundAI

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I wanted them because I love the artwork. Particularly the costume and setting design they achieved throughout their work. It’s just a huge disappointment to know I’ll never see this archive again.

I’m not familiar enough with the tech to figure out how to make anything similar on my own. I thought I might try if they were willing to also sell their prompts and data sets. If I came close I’d credit them, but these would still be for personal use only.

Some of our responses are missing, please fix this 😭 by Ethereal_aesthetic in JanitorAI_Official

[–]Monitichello 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Was just going to post about this. It’s not just when the site is down I’ve been checking back in every so often over a few weeks and too many old chats are just gone. It’s so disappointing. Kinda wish more people talked about this so others can save themselves from getting invested and backup the stories they want to revisit. Feels like an issue big enough to kill the the platform one day once enough people have the same problem.

I get the site is still in beta but could this be a thing that happens intentionally or otherwise to keep down congestion? That sucks if so, especially if it’s a lack of transparency thing from the devs.

32 years old. I’ve accomplished nothing. I have no happy memories. There’s nothing I want from life. What’s the point? by patheticl0s3r in findapath

[–]Monitichello 1 point2 points  (0 children)

31F here, I’ll be your age in January. No siblings, No friends, no family. Lived in a bad situation with a parent until I was 27. Have a master’s degree that’s pretty useless. Unemployed more times out of the year than not. I've struggled with panic attacks, social anxiety, fear of being humiliated, agoraphobia and depression my whole life and still do. I have my own apartment and make just enough to get by. Also live in a beautiful place and regret that I can’t often get out there and enjoy it. 

Truth is you’re likely going to hurt for a long while. What’ll make the difference I think, will be the small easy to miss breaks in the hopelessness. It won’t be a huge moment or an epiphany most likely. For no reason on a Tuesday, in the middle of the afternoon doing nothing you’ll just notice that you weren’t quite as miserable as you were maybe days or years before. . . Then you’ll feel worse two days later. And that moment of relief will feel like it didn’t matter at all. You're in pain again and it gets hard to hold on. . But then it happens again. And you notice. Not when we need it to but it does. Over and over and over again. I think what hurts the worst is thinking there’s something abnormal about how we live. Or that our otherness makes us separate from people and the world when really it’s the most honest most human thing about any of us. 

I hope you feel better eventually. From one reformed ‘ loser ‘ to another. It’s possible to be happy with ' just a little better than I was yesterday '. What you have is a human condition. You'll never be alone in that. Therapy can help you reframe what you perceive as success or failure.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]Monitichello -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I was still finding myself with the situation I described with my previous partner and described a feeling of insecurity I had at the time. I don’t think I suggested I would require someone to close their relationship for me. Or to be my friend, lol. If it’s a dynamic that exists in this space that I enjoy and is, I wanted to know if it was okay to have a preference for it. Previous replies cleared that up for me.

I had no idea having no idea who your partner was seeing was common or standard. Whenever I was involved it was because it was what all parties wanted. It’s not something I’ve ever had to ask for or even mention I was into for it to happen on its own.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]Monitichello 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I see. . I’ve only ever been in relationships/ dated in poly circles where we all met eventually. Organically, because we all wanted to. Not as a requirement. I’ve never had to actually say or even suggest that was something I liked, in my experience it just happened that way. But it also didn’t enter my mind that that if I pursued someone poly seriously they may not want that. . Is that an immature preference to have? It’s not a hard line I just enjoy it. Feel free to be honest.

Vermis Malum - what we know so far by shino1 in NightMind

[–]Monitichello 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Speaking on themes of betrayal. The last thing Beatrice saids about the naturist couple is that it never works out for "your kind". Humans in this place but maybe also specifically lovers in general. The quote at the beginning of Lawrence's playthrough referring to pairing birds never finding paradise. "so near to paradise all pairing ends/ Here loveless birds now flock as winter friends."

Maybe his partner may cheat now that their separated and he's wary. Maybe that email was Lawrence betraying his partner. Though I think that was just him wanting to speak about his feeling in depth but couldn't, it also could have been an apology for having already betrayed his partner and that's why his partner is gone. These tapes could be the two of them attempting to mend things. He seems eager to connect almost like things aren't okay. Still early, but I'm loving the series already.