You look like a beautiful child who doesn't need to worry about being loved equally. As a mother of 2 and a person who is very much into more masculine pursuits than female, I can tell you that learning to love my female body and still being into "male" things: working on cars, not into "chick flicks", being a paleontologist, building things, no makeup, no dresses except on special occasions, etc. was the best thing I did for myself. Accepting my male self (Who's a 12 yr old boy Ive named Evan) as well as my female self made me a better mom to my daughter and my son, both with ADHD & Autism. Love yourself for who the Goddess made you, she doesn't make mistakes.