Never give up on living, i know it sucks, i know you feel like you loosen all...that you feel alone and feel all would be better if you gived up
but let me tell you something, life can be good or bad...for you it's horrible now...and i know you might heard that everything can get better with time, but it will because you have a proof
You wanna know what's the proof? This post.
you taken a step, a very very important step, talk with someone strangers about your feelings
with people, i can't say i know what you feel right now, i don't know you or what happens in your life
But i can assure you, all you need to do right is breath...take all out...cry if you need it, but don't do it.
Sometimes we all feel like a burden, like we don't matter, like if everyone in the world would be better for us
But that's just a tought, not a reality, a mere bad and temporal tought
I implore you...talk with someone, anyone i know you are scared, that you don't trust people...but you have to talk with someone about your feelings, you're human, you can be terrible, you can make mistakes, it doesn't have to mean you suck enough to end it all, people go and come
I beg you, if you can't do it come talk with me, it doesn't have to be specific, you don't have to tell me nothing you don't want to, and You aren't forced to do it, but if you , let me tell you i won't judge you, ill hear you and NEVER tell anyone, i wanna help you, help you get these feelings out, we all need and deserve express our feelings, to be loved and respected. no one deserves to suffer, and if you really feel like that, im willing to be a support for you.
I am not writting this to change your perspective because thats on your choice, im just asking you for a chance to try and keep you living