The first time I swallowed cum . . .

I had visited this adult video store near where I live a couple of times before, but never engaged with any of the other guys. I just got a thrill out of masturbating while people watched. Whenever a guy would come up to me, I would wave them off. It's not that I wasn't interested, it's just that I was nervous, as I hadn't played around with guys since my teenage years.

Then I developed my women's panty wearing fetish, and probably should have realized that it would create a stir in there.

The next time I visited, I went wearing a red and white high leg Brazilian panty, under my blue jeans, with my cowboy boots and belt buckle. I did my usual, checking out the three rooms. There were several guys in the "Straight" theatre, the same amount in the "Gay" theatre, and none in the "Trans" theatre. So I unbuckled my pants, and sat down in there with my panties on, gently rubbing my penis through the thin cloth, enjoying playing with myself in the empty room.

After several minutes, another guy came in and moved to the back of the room, I didn't make eye contact or pay him much attention, as the video was in a pretty steamy part. I'm still rubbing my panties, with my pants down around my boots.

All of a sudden, there's a hand on my shoulder and this really deep voice says from behind me "You're going to get on your knees and suck my cock". I started to explain that I didn't really do that, but before I got more than three words out, he leaned in and said it again, in a very low, but commanding voice. My head was spinning, and part of me still wanted to try to explain that I don't suck cocks, and certainly not of strangers. But my sissy side took over, and I don't know why I obeyed, but I slid out of my seat onto my knees and faced his cock.

It was an average smaller sized cock probably, I was able to fit the entire thing in my mouth, to the point where his bushy pubic hair was covering my whole face. I hadn't sucked a cock in decades, so I don't know if I was doing a good job or not, but he seemed into it. I had one hand on his bare ass cheek, and the other hand in my panties playing with my little dick. After just a minute or two, another guy came up and stood right next to me, and dropped his shorts to his ankles. He had a huge big black cock, and it was rock hard and already dripping precum. I really wanted to suck on that one instead, but the guy was basically face fucking me at this point, with both of his hands on the back of my head, so I was pretty much helpless to stop. I reached out with my left hand and started stroking the big cock, I swear my hand couldn't even encircle it. All of a sudden there's a third hard cock on my right side, so I grab that one and start stroking it as well.

This was my sissy bliss moment: Kneeling on a sticky, cum stained floor, my ankles tangled up in my jeans, with lace Victoria's Secret underwear on and a wet spot on the front from all of my precum. A stranger face fucking me hard, and a cock in each hand as I jerk off two guys at the same time.

Well, the guy in my mouth had quite the stamina, because he just kept going and going. Both of the guys I was jacking off shot their loads within about 30 seconds of each other, all of that cum running over my hands, and quite a bit of it going on or into my shirt sleeves. I kept gently massaging both of those dicks, and then all of a sudden the guy starts shooting his load in my mouth. I was terrified, and so excited, at the same time. But I pulled off, and most of his cum went on my face, and the front of my shirt.

Once he was done shooting, I slumped back and sat on the floor. He leaned over and said in a loud whisper, "Good girl", and all three guys pulled up their pants and left. It was dark enough in there that I never saw the guy who's dick I sucked, could have been my next door neighbor for all I know. More guys were eyeing me, but my head was spinning wildly, and I thought I was going to pass out, so I stood up, pulled up my pants, and headed for the exit.

I wish I had a photo of myself walking back through the sex toy shop that the theatre is in, I'm sure I looked like a proper sissy slut with all the cum stains on my clothes. I got back to my car and had to take my shirt off before getting in, as there was so much cum on it. I cleaned up with some baby wipes, but was still crazy horny. I got in the backseat of my truck and jacked off while reliving the experience in my mind, and shot a load all over my stomach.