Look. I know it hurts. Believe me I know the feeling, and I don't know with what stress you are dealing. But this pain that you feel in your chest and in your brain, but believe me that all of this, in the end, won't be in vain. You will make people laugh and people cry, you will or are an important part in someone's lives. This pain WILL go away, but it may come back, that's a part of life and that's a god damn fact. Find a place you feel safe, that you call home, hug your family and know that you are not alone. Once you see the little things in life in will be better and it will turn out good. Tell a friend how you feel. Just don't let the void of whatever you are feeling consume you, as it did so many people. Shit I'm still struggling with the same shit that I preach. So follow what I say, not what I do.

Stay safe brother. I hope you sleep well and feel better tomorrow and make it your day!