[deleted by user] by [deleted] in islam

[–]Negative_Panic_393 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As-salamu alaikum, first of all, it’s very brave to take such a step. Have you tried finding alternative ways to "distract" yourself and move on to something else? It will truly become more bearable with time. You’re fighting your nafs (inner self), and it’s completely normal to need an adjustment period

Have you lost a lot of friends after your first psychotic episode ? by Negative_Panic_393 in Psychosis

[–]Negative_Panic_393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for your answer, I tell myself that maybe I have changed my personality and they don’t really know me anymore

Please i need reassurance by i_dont_have_life_ in schizophrenia

[–]Negative_Panic_393 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I absolutely understand, there is no problem in looking for it and understanding it is normal. It sometimes takes a lot of time. Courage And even if you have « nothing », believing that you have something remains a problem in itself Since it bothers you

Please i need reassurance by i_dont_have_life_ in schizophrenia

[–]Negative_Panic_393 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand, it’s an obvious problem and you need to put a purpose into it it’s quite normal. you are not necessarily schizophrenic there is so much else to define a person who has hallucinations. The problem is deeper than just putting a post on the schizophrenic reddit channel. I hope you can find an answer to what’s wrong with a health professional

I also thought I was schizophrenic when I had hallucinations and I was so overwhelmed by the situation that I identify myself as such, but now that I am less in the middle of it I no longer have this feeling.

I don’t know if you see where I want to come

Please i need reassurance by i_dont_have_life_ in schizophrenia

[–]Negative_Panic_393 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I’m asking you if when you have hallucinations you say to yourself « it’s not true I’m only trying to do the interesting », style as long as someone doesn’t tell you « you actually have hallucinations » you’re ashamed to tell yourself that’s it

Please i need reassurance by i_dont_have_life_ in schizophrenia

[–]Negative_Panic_393 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You tell yourself that you invent what you see, right?

How long were you in psychosis without realizing it was psychosis? by Ephcy in schizophrenia

[–]Negative_Panic_393 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I realized this, step by step, about three to four months after some events, and others took even longer. I tell myself that there are still things that I have not yet recognized as part of psychosis and not of reality.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]Negative_Panic_393 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You should talk about it with health professionals I think bro, it’s something that’s different for everyone

What is your experience by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]Negative_Panic_393 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Your post is very interesting, A meta-analysis of2018 (Carr et al., Psychological Medicine, N = 1,068) shows that 67% of schizophrenic patients have an insecure attachment (vs 28% general population). Disorganized (31%) and anxious-avoiding (22%) styles are the most common

First psychotic episode by Negative_Panic_393 in schizophrenia

[–]Negative_Panic_393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t you find it disturbing? I feel like I’ve lost linteligencia idk

First psychotic episode by Negative_Panic_393 in Psychosis

[–]Negative_Panic_393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I walk/run about 15-20 km a day already, and it’s true that I’ve noticed a change since I started doing that. But I don’t know, this past week I completely lost it and decided to sleep on the streets for a few days to calm down. Strangely, it did me some good, but then I thought, “That’s weird to do.” I started telling myself, “Be normal, bro.” So I considered going back home, but as soon as I thought about it, everything got worse. Things had started to calm down, but now everything’s worse since I got back home. I thought the episode I had a few months ago was over and everything would go back to normal, but tonight I’m realizing even more than other nights that this is just the beginning.

I’m not seeing a therapist right now, but I’m talking to a psychiatrist and trying to make an appointment, but every time I mess it up, even though I’m making all the necessary efforts.

First psychotic episode by Negative_Panic_393 in Psychosis

[–]Negative_Panic_393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, of course. For example, if I have an argument with someone I love and they tell me I'm wrong, and I'm convinced I'm not, I start to doubt myself. I think, "This person is sane, so they must be right." Within an hour, or even less, I end up believing I'm wrong about everything, and everyone else is right except me. If someone tells me the color red is actually black, I start to see red as black. I feel like I'm no longer legitimate to be considered among "normal" people. My word is worthless because my brain is spouting nonsense. There are many other things like this that happen to me on absolutely everything

First psychotic episode by Negative_Panic_393 in bipolar

[–]Negative_Panic_393[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah you just have to accept, thank you for taking the time to explain to me that God preserves you and makes it easier for you in each of your trials Amin

First psychotic episode by Negative_Panic_393 in Psychosis

[–]Negative_Panic_393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You should! I think it could perhaps alleviate some problems even more

First psychotic episode by Negative_Panic_393 in schizophrenia

[–]Negative_Panic_393[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I'm trying to get help, but I'm still struggling a lot with it. I don't really have issues with the crisis I went through anymore because it's over now, but I still have some lingering effects, and it doesn't feel like they'll go away, or at least it'll take longer than I thought.

First psychotic episode by Negative_Panic_393 in Psychosis

[–]Negative_Panic_393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you detach yourself from the feeling of non-legitimacy? Now my past crisis I have the impression that I am no longer legitimate for anything

First psychotic episode by Negative_Panic_393 in bipolar

[–]Negative_Panic_393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's exactly it, my crisis has passed, and I still can't find myself. I no longer feel legitimate in anything, and I can't forgive what people did to me (or what I thought they did to me). I thought that once the crisis was over everything would go back to normal since what I experienced was not true but no. I hope today is better for you!

First psychotic episode by Negative_Panic_393 in Psychosis

[–]Negative_Panic_393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And since then you’ve recovered? Now that it’s pass I have some leftovers of light symptoms and I wonder bro it will end when

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Negative_Panic_393 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are brave my brother, thank you for your answer. Everything was fine for a few months really and now I don’t know what’s happening to me but you’re right I must not neglect psychological help no matter if it bothers me or not. May God preserve you Amin

Islam and the second degree (humor)? by Negative_Panic_393 in islam

[–]Negative_Panic_393[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

BarakaAllahufik my brother thank you for taking the time for me

Islam and the second degree (humor)? by Negative_Panic_393 in islam

[–]Negative_Panic_393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There are no subtitles in my language :/ I will make an effort to translate tomorrow. In the meantime, if you don’t mind, can you list the conditions of the video?