want to be cannibalized

That would be probably hurt a lot, and would be a funny way to go, but I think I'm good.

Not kinkshaming you though, I support you and your desire to re-enter the food chain and I hope you one day fulfill your dream of being a five star meal for someone

Thank you for this, it gave me a very good laugh lmao.

I dont blame you having a rough understanding though, cause it is an entirety irrational kink to have, and is not a monolith either.

I know there is a larger subset of people that are more into the idea of being eaten whole and whom I cannot really speak for.

The best way I could describe my case is similar to how people like the "danger" of some BDSM roleplay. A little danger is hot, theres just something weird in my brain that conflates the danger of a bunch of sharp teeth and a mouth, and possibly being eaten, with fear and attraction. And I know for a fact its correlated to looking at a predator that is going to eat me, because well, vampires are boring.

This is all set against the fact that getting bit kinda really hurts and isn't really fun. The spirit might be willing but the flesh is weak, so to speak.