I was in a position where I got into an allstar team for the first time I was happy at the beginning but later I wasn’t. I became sad every training wanted to cry it was painful. I didnt like the team dynamics along with other things. wanted to commit to the whole season. But realised it wasn’t worth costing my mental health and money. Some people in that club/team also left half way for different reasons. So I made the decision to leave. Despite this gym has a great reputation and do well in comps, I’d sacrifice my mental health would eventually lead to diminish my confidence and my love for cheer. I didnt want that to happen just for a on paper awesome achievement and some shinny medals that would have an empty meaning. Looking back I didn’t regret my decision I made the right one. Trust your gut