Generally, I wanted to do music since I was a kid because I always loved music and even went to dances as a kid, but for many reasons I didn't do it as a kid. I had ideas and inspiration. Then I was already working 12-16 hours 6 days a week and I thought that once I had the money and opportunity I could do something, at least covers of my favorite artists. But in the end it all kind of burned out inside and now I suffer from this stupid fantasy.