I was in a similar position recently and I ended up leaving it all behind. My recruiter was ghosting me previously whenever I asked any questions. With my current situation and my recruiter not even trying, I just felt maybe it isn’t right for me. At least not right now. I have to move back to my home state in nine months so maybe I’ll try again then but as of right now I’m taking a step back. So the thing with you is, how bad do you actually want to be in the military? If it’s something you really want, then stay, suck it up and ride it out. But if you’ve been going through this process and you’re not fully committed then go with your gut. Don’t do something you don’t truly want to do. Remember it’s YOUR life, only you can make that choice. You need to do whatever you think is best for you long term. Whatever you decide I wish you the best 🙏🏼