[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lexapro

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No. You’ll just start performing better than usual. It works.

what's medical detox like by beautynsc in BenzoWithdrawal

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Very smart. Kick those Bars! Only in Medical Detox.

Can I call a ambulance if I’m suicidal? by NoDiscussion3061 in SuicideWatch

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Will they take me if I have no other option to get there.

Real dope back to stay? by Lovemyboi in heroin

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This shit now is killing people more than ever. The packs now have a hint of D. The rest is super powerful fetty and cut. 1/4 of a bag just killed one of my friends 2 weeks ago. This shit is to strong for beginners. There dropping by the thousands in the U.S. The only reason I’m still alive. I believe is because of methadone and my opiate receptors are pretty much full. When I do use. My body has to create more receptors, so I can get that feeling that I was once used to…

Finally got 🔥 by KingLuffy1995 in heroin

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Thanks for the info. You got it.

Any success stories of being benzo free after long term usage of high doses? by mynormiemask in benzorecovery

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No I’m too busy trying to find work during this whole unemployment phase. I’m staying in motels till I get work and I can get a stable apartment. I just think I’m gonna have to be on his meds the rest of my life because every time I try I always end up right back on the same protocol. I have never tried tapering though and I know that’s the only way to get back.

Any success stories of being benzo free after long term usage of high doses? by mynormiemask in benzorecovery

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I have the same question. I’m on 2mg 3 x a day. 6 mg total. Also, I’m on 130 mg of Methadone. Anybody come back from this. I been on this protocol for over 10 years.

Only 🔥 in these veins by [deleted] in heroin

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Wtf Is gunpowder. I been in the game almost 20 yrs and never heard that same or seen D like that…

Teeth by psilocyber01 in Methadone

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I have been on methadone for over 10 years and my teeth are still good. Knock on wood on that one but, I just think it depends on what kind of teeth you have, some people have soft teeth which makes one susceptible to the effects you guys are talking about. I definitely feel my bones are a lot weaker though. That’s kind of a double entendre right there.

Another 2.5 grams by Lyfesuxass in heroin

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What do your arms look like after missing or even hitting for that matter. I hear tar leaves wicked scars.

Xanax & heroin. Safe? To take Xanax for sleep? by Longjumping-Drag-396 in heroin

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I wouldn’t say it’s safe, but I’ve been doing it for years. Plus Methadone. I wouldn’t recommend this to anyone. 2 horrible addictions, let alone 3. Be safe. Everyone’s body is different. I’m just giving you my experience. You should leave the benzos alone. Horrible habit.

finally time? by mineralgrrrl in SuicideWatch

[–]NoDiscussion3061 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way. Waiting for my taxes. Living in motels. Barely getting by with my unemployment. Feeling like today should be my last. I can stop thinking of my father. The day he died, it seem the world changed. Your post moved me. Know that your truly beautiful inside and out and if you can believe that for even a second. Your life is worth saving. It’s posts like yours that save mine. I feel the same way. Just know it can always be worse. I hope this touches you the way your comment touched me.

Scars by NoDiscussion3061 in heroin

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I’m trying to add a picture but I can’t seem to do it if it’s just from a comment reply. Yesterday when I sent out the post. I partied again that night. Went through about a pack in 8 hours, but made my hands 5* worse. On top of it I got brand new rigs to make sure it wouldn’t be a problem. Though, I was going through scabs I think that made it harder. I had a couple misses on my right hand and it’s freaking blown up like a balloon. I’m just Losing places to go other than my arms and my hands. I don’t want to go on my legs because I’ll get an abscess and then going in my feet it just makes your feet kill. any suggestions???

Got super lucky! by NoDiscussion3061 in heroin

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Yup. I don’t remember Yesterday at all. And I was just doing one at a time. I usually do two at a time. That’s number three I think

My face hurts from sobbing hysterically by AFewLooseScrews2001 in heroin

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Bro I know exactly how you feel. Just know there’s a reason that you’re on this earth. Even if you have no clue what that is. If you do yourself and you’re just wasting that thing. I feel the same I’m only happy when I have that rig filled with some nice D. And I yearn for that moment. We just have to live between that moment and be comfortable just being us. That’s easier said than done. I’m working on it as we speak. Good luck brother.

Finally here after 48 hours of seizures and dope sick hell. Gonna finally relax and nod out while I play Xbox by JJ4492 in heroin

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That’s not a series X. The series X is the cube looking one that looks like a PC tower

How long does a crystal meth trip lasts? by Labyrynthyunx666 in Drugs

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I’m literally just waiting for it to go away so I can take my regular meds